Episodes of Darkness
Let’s face it; Life is not always bright and gay.
In fact it is full of confusion and gloom;
Lots of those we dread are the ones that are in our immediate situation;
We try to cope and try to shine to fade the shadows away;
No effort is needed to be in the dark; you’re just there.
But to shine and to be in the Light requires constant and consistent alertness and assertiveness.
Following are some expressions of my darkest moments; I entitle this “Leave Me Alone!”
Leave me alone!
Don’t tell me you care for me
All of you!
Don’t ask me where I had been and what I had been doing;
Why do I have to explain defensively, you don’t believe me anyway!
You cannot and won’t do what I want, why should I?
I cannot tell you that I had gone to meet the Devil in Hades;
It’s not fun to be with him but his proximity is everywhere;
You can access him any moment any place.
I should have desired to be in the glorious throne of the Heavenly King;
I should have loved to hear the voices of angels singing their Hallelujahs to the Universal Power and the Almighty!
But it’s too far away, I even have no idea where it is and can it be real?
Ha-ha, foolish people, foolish me!
I don’t care anymore; I don’t care about anything;
Leave me alone in my miseries;
Stop adding insults to my injuries.
Forget me if you will;
Remind yourself that I don’t exist and never had been in your life.
Let me be a wanderer in the limbo of this so-called life of the living dead!