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Every Once a While in My Heart : A Poem

Updated on July 5, 2017

Every once a while I feel angry

Questioning your mind, wondering your thought

I might sound like broken record to you

Sorry for that, I don’t mean it but helpless to held


Every once a while I feel jealous

Of every woman’s name your lips ever spoken

My talk was cheap and I became bitch

Sometimes it will be better if I just off the connection and drown my self


Every once a while I become greed

Wanting all of you, hate everything that hold me from it

From life and death if you ask which one I thought will be more suck

I said not being with you is the worst for me


Every once a while I able to keep

My grudge hide behind my mask, I tremble with tears

But sometimes it is the only thing I see

Clueless, I don’t know how to be me


Every once a while I disappeared

To the place where I don’t have to feel

Sometimes honesty came too deep

Cut in the middle and made me feel like I had been beat


But those my one, only happened every once a while

Because in so many times I don’t feel that way

There is so many times when I am so happy being with you

And those of course not just every once a while


That is why I still here with you

WHEN YOU ARE NOT AROUND....

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    carolina muscle 7 years ago from Charlotte, North Carolina

    Nicely done, Freya!!!

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    Freya Cesare 7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Ah, you always nice to me, Carolina. Thank you. ^_^

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    Fehl Dungo 7 years ago from close to you...

    lovely sweet verses! :) love the pics and song too

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    Freya Cesare 7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Thank you, Blaise. ^_^ I am glad you like it.

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    pinkhawk 7 years ago from Pearl of the Orient

    ...oh deeply in love!^.^...

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    Freya Cesare 7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    guilty as charged! LOL.

    Thank you for stopping by, Pinkhawk. :)

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    Micky Dee 7 years ago

    It's another beauty from a Beauty. Thank you for honesty. You are a treasure!

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    Sage Williams 7 years ago

    Madly, deeply and passionately in love. Love the video as well. Great job!

    Sage

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    Freya Cesare 7 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Micky, Such a sweet lines from you again, thank you!

    Sage Williams, Thank you, very much. I'm so happy you like it.

    Thank you all, for the comments. ^_^

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    ahorseback 6 years ago

    Freya , it seems that a man could learn more from the love of a womans heart than he does. I feel your dedication and I don't even know you. Nicely done.

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    ahorseback 6 years ago

    Oh , and I love the teddy bear picture, did you take it?

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    Freya Cesare 6 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Ahorseback:

    Dedication? Hmmm... maybe. But it is only something that I feel about the one that I love. The honest voice of my heart. :)

    Ah, that bears picture is courtesy of google. Most of the pics I added on my hubs is from google. I love that pic too. So cute and sweet indeed.

    Thank you, Ahorseback.

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    rjsadowski 5 years ago

    In spite of English not being your first language, your message comes through loud and clear.

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    Freya Cesare 5 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Hello, rjsadowski, thank you very much. My English still really awful, but writing help me get used to it, and I hope in the end I will mastering it. ^^ Thank you.

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    Capedium 5 years ago from Texas.

    That is why am still here ....

    It hurts but every once in a while you make me forget

    You shun the world and am all that fits

    You read poems and smile at my every words

    So, how ever hurt..

    Every once in a while you give me the world

    And that is worth a million smile..

    Nice poem Freya.. It carries emotions

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    Poetic Fool 5 years ago

    Freya, this is a lovely poem full of genuine emotion. I admire your courage to write it in a language not your own. That is something I would never try but you did quite well. Thank you for sharing this one.

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    Freya Cesare 5 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Capedium: Nice feed back, Capedium. And I'm glad you like it. Thank you.

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    Freya Cesare 5 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

    Poetic fool: Thank you. It is not easy to write in other language but the challenge intrique me. Still, I am far from good. Thank you for reading this

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