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Endeavor to Pleasure

Updated on June 20, 2011
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today I will endeavor to pleasure, me

my own happiness takes precedence

as I make joy my selfish intention

I will seek gratification without guilt or trepidation

and refuse to sleep until I’ve been enraptured


today I will invite my daydreams home for tea

fatten them up on tiny sandwiches and raisin biscuits

till they are drunk with the pleasure of my attention

and willing to whisper their secrets in my ear

just where the moxy is hidden and where the key


today I will stand naked in front of the mirror and smile

pulled from the back of my bottom most drawer

I will slip my desires on over my head

enjoy their silkiness sliding down my torso, then twirl

and let them twist tightly about me

uncaring of your appraisal, will wear them proudly


today my mind will speak its verity

I will sing to the heavens my knowing

no longer cowering beneath your judgment

nor in consideration filter the strength of my voice

but will stand in, dance in, revel in - my truth


you call before my day is under way

fearful and panicked your voice a storm

without thought I tend to your wounded spirit

moulding solutions with calm elocution

hours wrapped around the soul who needs it most

til a sigh released reveals a return to calm


and what of me?

perhaps tomorrow I will endeavor to pleasure


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    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Thank you for stopping by Saddlerider! Silk and satin always feel like they caress, like gentle fingers trailing on skin. Denim and leather sorta man handle deep into the flesh. I enjoy both.

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      saddlerider1 

      7 years ago

      It's a wonderful feeling to take the time to spend with oneself, measure and size up our appearance reflecting back to us from the black holed mirror of life. Silk goes well with sensuality and erotica.

      Something about it's texture on ones skin, as we drink tea and munch on raisin biscuits on a hot afternoon of pleasures. Lovely poem and rated Up all the way to the top..

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Funny you call me a fixer. I had psychic tell me once that in this life I'm a helper, sigh.

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      Doug Turner Jr. 

      7 years ago

      Whoever called up needing this and that had better deserve it! How dare they muddle your day to endeavor to pleasure. You might just be a fixer, so you're going to set your own issues aside and help someone no matter which way you slice it. But don't forget to take some time just for Randy.

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Thank you nighthag... I have trouble writing your name it just seems so wrong :P

      Morning acaetnna! Thanks for coming by for a read. I'm glad you liked it.

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      acaetnna 

      7 years ago from Guildford

      Wow what an awesome poem, so emotional and heartfelt.

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      K.A.E Grove 

      7 years ago from Australia

      So very very good, it drew me in with both sensuality and emotion

      a wonderful poem...

    • Enigmatic Me profile image

      7 years ago from East Coast Canada

      Now that would be a new goal...or newly spoken of goal.

      Maybe when you do your North American Tour I'll be able to see that... ;)

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Maybe I should act like someone who isn't scared to read my stuff in front of an audience :)

    • Enigmatic Me profile image

      7 years ago from East Coast Canada

      Here here... but,you've already got that.. time for a new act? I'd like you to keep writing poetry, but feel you've reached your goal!

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      My older sister gave me this advise when I opened my first business. She said act like a store owner until you don't feel like your acting. It worked for me. Now I act like poetess :)

    • Enigmatic Me profile image

      7 years ago from East Coast Canada

      I got into a University with a 600.00 loan,which I found our about 1 day before going there. I was devastated, my Mom told me "Act as if..." I;ve lived like that since then.

      Act as if you have it all, as if you need nothing, as if nothing but confidence lived within you. This has gotten me past and through a lot of things in my life.

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      I do Arb, most certainly. You are right sensuality is in everything... except math. :)

      Well Enigmatic I write this for the girls and for myself then. I tried to write this with confidence but that is just to bolster my self confidence. Act like it, until you are no longer acting.

    • Enigmatic Me profile image

      7 years ago from East Coast Canada

      To be free of judgement... that would be an epic goal. (sorry stealing from your other poems).

      We let our visions of ourselves, visions for ourselves dissipate in the sludge of other's judgements on us. Free thyself. Revel in your reveal, in your bareness.

      I work with young teens, currently young women, and if I could bottle up this sentiment and pass it as the wine at eucharist I would. (Meaning the sentiment that we are good to be ourselves, and let no one take that from us). For they are the ones in need of this knowledge I see you so freely give.

      I enjoy this.

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      arb 

      7 years ago from oregon

      Obviously, enjoy the sensual side of life, but then if we look, sensuality is in everything. It works nicely with what you want to say and draws good attention to subtleties that weave themselves into call. Good poetry.

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      What a lovely comment BB, thank you.

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      bbnix 

      7 years ago from Southern California

      That's the thing Randy, I love the Pacific Northwest, but in that incredible land of unpredictability there are red cedar trees hundreds of years old, incredible singing whales, majestic orcas, exquisite morning mists, and bays and sounds that are glass smooth in the mornings and often tortuous in stormy afternoons, and much like you, there is nothing to never love...my friend :)

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Oh BB are you still at odds with my Barbie poem? I am an enigma. I am like the weather in the Pacific Northwest. Wait ten minutes; its all gonna change. The only thing I am not is predictable.

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      bbnix 

      7 years ago from Southern California

      See I told you I like you with free will...

      Your strength of will is what I always liked about you Randy and this poem clearly shows your skill as a exciting writer once again.

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Useful FF, really? Into a woman's psyche perhaps.

      Thanks Tony, wonder why the spell checker didn't catch that?

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      Tony DeLorger 

      7 years ago from Adelaide, South Australia

      Love it. Missed the 't' in biscuits. x

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      flying_fish 

      7 years ago from GTA

      definitely useful... ;)

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Thanks for coming by for a read Cogerson. I always forget about those little buttons.

      Hey M.A., you speak a great truth.

      I'm glad you like this Ben. You need only ask. Randy has no secrets, the real me keeps all those.

      Morning Nikki. Trying...

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Hi Micky, but then I would be obliged to please them.

      What a sweet thing to say TL. I very much like the idea of being liquid.

      Greeting ahorseback. Yes we are sizing ourselves up and psyching ourselves up.

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      Nikki Wicked 

      7 years ago from Louisiana

      nice! love yourself Gurl!

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      BenWritings 

      7 years ago from Save me from, Tennessee

      wow, randy, this one's awesome.

      i'm curious what it means so i'm gonna find out :]

      nice work

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      Mentalist acer 

      7 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

      Whenever time is made,it seems it's taken.;)

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      UltimateMovieRankings 

      7 years ago from Virginia

      very nice...very well written...I liked how it flowed....voted up

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      ahorseback 

      7 years ago

      I always wondered why women stand in front of mirrors so often , and now with your words , I think I understand more , seriously this is a great write!

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      Twilight Lawns 

      7 years ago from Norbury-sur-Mer, Surrey, England. U.K.

      Randy, this is absolutely wonderful writing. It has a calm, a confidence, a liquid character which flows all the way from beginning to end.

      This verse is masterly:

      "Today I will invite my daydreams home for tea

      Fatten them up on tiny sandwiches and raisin biscuis

      Till they are drunk with the pleasure of my attention

      And willing to whisper their secrets in my ear

      Just where the moxy is hidden and where the key"

      I love being one of your followers.

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      Micky Dee 

      7 years ago

      Very nice Randy! Beautiful. There should be a line forming to help with your endeavor. God bless!

    • Randy Behavior profile imageAUTHOR

      Randy Behavior 

      7 years ago from Near the Ocean

      Thank you Sestenes. They are my favorite playthings.

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      Sestenes 

      7 years ago from Iowa

      Beautiful. Your choice of words is superb.

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