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Feelings of Confusion

Updated on September 7, 2017
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good friends spending time together
good friends spending time together
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Here I am

Just like I thought you wanted me to be

Here I am

I showed up today

Like I did yesterday and the day before

to this place

But somehow things felt stressful, busy

Not the joyful, usual way they did before

Perhaps because everyone's busy and it's very active here today

I like the quiet days

time for reflection

And affection!

I want to feel loved and wanted

I know some of you did make me feel that way

today

But it's not as easy and fun as yesterday

I want to cry

Because sometimes I feel unwanted

I feel unloved

Maybe it's because of my past hurts

I realize this and I carry on

I find a quiet place to sit quietly and reflect

To put on Enya and type a poem

to reconnect with my Feelings...

It's so busy here today

maybe too busy

People fixing things

working on things

It's noisy right now

Lol

I'll take a break

Until things quiet down

Until things quiet down!

:) I won't frown

I'll be quiet and listen and observe those around me

Until I find a good connection

:)

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    • Perspycacious profile image

      Demas W Jasper 2 days ago from Today's America and The World Beyond

      Can your heart be racing, and yet "things quiet down"? Life is sometimes just as yo describe it. Born in the Boston area, but are you still there? Relatives there, but I am happy now here in the Rockies. It's nice to find you active as of "10 days ago." Love, Demas

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      Gypsy Rose Lee 11 days ago from Riga, Latvia

      Enjoyed. It is always wonderful for friends to be there for one another.