I feel so bad for who I am.
What I want I can never have.
What I need it just can't be.
All I have ever wanted has been taken away.
Now every day all I do is dream of a day when the pain is gone.
If I can't have her then it seem I wish I'd forget.
But I love her so much that's not what I want.
I just want to lay back,
Crank up the tunes drown out the pain.
No matter what it takes,
To drown the sorrow,
A drink or two,
You never know.
But it hurts so bad can't I just sit back and forget for a day?
Am I allowed to do that,
Just sit back and forget?
I wait and wish for a time when there is no pain.
A time when I will forget.
That's all I want,
Even if it's just for a day,
All I want is to forget.