taking, talking, instructing -
Mulling around the abyss ...
Sneaking in, inside, spying and doing
in the dark, quiet, mindful, exploring.
Mallet in the left -
Knocking down pegs -
One, another wont budge ...
"It's not the tool! Damn fool!"
(Got to get underneath it)
Investigatory ... Can't reach it.
No triumph there ...
Wait, think, sit, be.
Starring at it. Eyes torch it!
Every speck, slow motion, craving,
urges, yearnings, ongoing and swirling,
caving in -
Busy 'being' in that matter.
Gazing God: (with a shrug and a shod) -
Walk on that crutch!
Unleashing a whirlwind of eruption.
Watching constancy constantly appearing
to spill over -
Caught up in what wrought the gathering.
The wrinkle that brought that on ...
Discussed, confronted, knowing that
explicit outreaching, intent
intending that perspective ...
Distorting that numb, neurotic pull -
Disavowing and touting that
consciousness depicts so
learned and predictable
and dependable, though
transferable, that transcendental, adamant,
competitive, reneging that repertoire,
though, negotiable when eyes fall from
fifty-thousands more pegs -
Those needs in the distance
and routine maintenance, hastens,
loosening ... across the only bridge ...
Agape. Honing in and as solid as it seems ...
With hand over eye and in between, and
against the weight of that lighting -
Such a torturous dream ...
Where the landscapes there seem,
and swaying ... In those senses -
And fighting some dormant, departing scene ...
Before the dig, depicting, constrained:
Woe to the 'soul-excavator' remained
and wears a hardhat
risking that novelty -
A very narrow rut, though
functioning and seemingly developed within
the confines of loosening that strap!
That knot! Never minding those warnings -
Those sought out protections against
all speculations, majestrations weave and
wear the cast dye with answers flaring
when asking, "Why?" and where
to hence it forth again, of course, and
unless at the beginning, or the end ...
They all died without awareness in their step.
Never stopped for reasoning, only
and holy sacraments shall prevail!
Warranting approval in
relation to whatever shall
bewilder and bemuse, to hail
just long enough to shoulder some burden
to bear any resemblance to that
which appears worth allowing to
wear repercussions, sinking in that
devastation ... remodeling
always according to desires
destructive to evolving to ....
Disassociating for the dismembering
as we're dismantling in a few ...
Disemboweling moments dissolving
those infrequent -
Listening to eventual, disowning, dispersing,
dislodging, futil attempts to
regain, train, pertaining to
what regulates and refrains from, ascertains
assuming what is fruitless, fruitful or askew ...
And, obviously hopeless while
banging off all things continuously
killed, but eventually -
Made new again.