Did you ever hate yourself? Not because you did something horrible but because your good at pretending. Would you give yourself a round of applause?
What’s the feeling? Feeling of pretending?
Putting some mask to avoid revealing WHO YOU REALLY ARE.
Are you satisfied behind your mask?
You smile around but dying inside. You’re acting like your strong but really a vulnerable one. You’re acting like a brave person but still you have your own fears and weaknesses. You act confidently but have insecurities in yourself.
It’s hard. It’s hard to hide what you really are because you just don’t want others to be involve. It’s hard whenever you smile infront of others but crying in the middle of the night. It’s hard for you to laugh but really hurting inside. It’s hard because you comfort someone but you also need help. It’s hard to show that your strong but really grieving inside. It’s hard that no one could ever see you in pain.
But the truth is, your just scared. Scared to show the REAL YOU. You, who is strong but still fragile. A person who still needs to be taken care of.
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