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Updated on March 5, 2020
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Simplicity Of Life Is Like A Fresh Breath Of Air. Walking With Christ Can Get More Complicated When We Get In The Traffic Jams Of The World.


Losing My Breath

I Felt Like I Was

Being Soul


By Stranger Outside

Of My House Of Poetry.

It Was Like Love Letters

To Christ.

Because It Truly Was,

"My Love Affair Poetry

With Christ."

Tear Drops Of Deep Pain

Flooded My Entire Essence.

Tear Drops Feeling Like

A Tsunami.

Feelings That I Felt

As Though My Poetry

Was Pulled Out Into

Rough High Monstrous

Magnetic Wave Forces.

With It Extreme Energy

Pulling My House Of Poetry,

Deep Into The Depth of

The Ocean Like A Casket

Buried Under The Massive

Sea Bed Of Sand

Of Ocean That Surrounds

This Planet.

Forever Lost Never

Being Retrieved.

Perhaps A Thousand Years

From Now Being Washed Onto

The Arabian Sea Shore.

My Tear Drops Of Pain

Felt Like A Continuous

Water Fall Falling,

Tears Drops Of Sadness

I Feel.

I Am Trying Hard To Not

Let My Soul Leave My Body.

Fighting It With All My Strength

To Block It From Becoming

An Assault To My Soul Which

God Is Part Of And Created.

I Gently In A Calm Fashion

Pull My Extreme Hurt

Into A Safer Place

Becoming Just A

Broken Heart.

Thieves From The

Dark Web Pages

Waited In Silence

Hiding From Me

Noticing Them Lurking

Around My "House Of Poetry."

They Remain In Hiding

Hoping To Steal


"Love Affair Poetry

To Christ."

That I Write. ~ ~ ~

They Could Steal.


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    • OGUNDARE OLUSEGUN profile image


      13 months ago from NIGERIA

      Just be careful. It comes with the game. And get some safety measures installed on your system.

      It is better you write as being inspired, for through it you correct yourself, and others would be able to correct you through their comments.

    • Diane Denison profile imageAUTHOR

      Diane Denison 

      13 months ago from Cincinnati Ohio

      Oluesegun Your right our writing develops. I am becoming more carefree in expressing the poetry dancing in me. When I wrote before under "playdivadi" I held back many of my feelings fearing people would think of me as a foolish writer. Now in my growing more mature spiritually. I think write, write, write exactly what your feeling this moment. Maybe it will be one sentence that helps enlighten a person. So don't you fear writing do the "Communion Dance Into It" Olusegun. As Far as Cyber Attackers. I put up a great battle and learned Linux and would block some of them. But they were computer science educated and programmers they nailed me. They destroyed 3 computers. They hated me. I would write and communicate with them on the terminals telling them,"You foolish idiot. Do you know your death date? Because all the wrong you did you can not change. You will dance into Karma , paying for your wrong doings. Stop hacking me and please apologize to me. While you have the time to do it."

    • OGUNDARE OLUSEGUN profile image


      13 months ago from NIGERIA

      Diane, sorry to hear this. Those cyber-thieves are something else, they are a form of set-back to people, internet authors. I think that is why we need our computers protected from those people. I trust you have gotten that too. Maybe that was what happened to one of my emails, and I was shut out of it. In there, I have many of my works too. Well, as my people here used to say, "the head which you used when we were children are still there" this proverb means, since we were not doing "copying and pasting" things in the past, then, we can start over again and even surpass where we first reached and then they would be silenced because of God's gifts in us.

      Wishing you speedy recovery. It shows, I have a lot to learn from thee here then, for it is now that I am getting used to this site.

      And on what manatita44 says, I really thought you know how to transcribe and translate Musical notes...I couldn't finish my training on that here too... Well, I believe, he will see someone who would do what he wants for him.


    • Diane Denison profile imageAUTHOR

      Diane Denison 

      13 months ago from Cincinnati Ohio

      I can not read music. It was a strange gift writing spiritual music and playing the piano. I'd layered the piano with drum machines key boards and had guitar players. What is odd all I could do is write my own music. I was doing Enigma style before they ever became a band. I am going to read all you sent me today. Having a Vedic friend as a Guru a I learned a lot about India and the spiritual teachings. Which I knew about the Mystical Universe in my child hood. And I Watched movies made in India. I have been sharing your writings on face book. You will never be forgotten.

    • manatita44 profile image


      13 months ago from london

      You speak of songs. Can you read music Diane? There's one of my poems that I wish to create into a requiem for passing. All my passing poems are so elevating! Look at Do Not Stand at My Grave and Cry by Mary Elizabeth Fry. Look at the videos. That is something like what I wish to do with When I am Gone, Remember me. Look it up. Much Love.

    • Diane Denison profile imageAUTHOR

      Diane Denison 

      13 months ago from Cincinnati Ohio

      Olusegun I was cyber attacked and they hacked and took my writings. I had a hub page of 70 articles and I was locked out. My name was Playdivadi. I have recovered some. lol when I go to post them back in hubpages under my new account they refuse them and say , Some one else wrote it. It use to get me crying tears. I fixed the dilemma I opened a domain site called Christ Cosmic Dancer and I am starting to put my older writings there. They also stole 70 of my original songs that I wrote. Believe me it was a mess and I am slowly recovering some of them. They will lock you out of you emails, blog sites etc. They are nasty internet thieves.

    • OGUNDARE OLUSEGUN profile image


      13 months ago from NIGERIA

      @ Diane, I strongly believe that. Looking forward to that too

    • Diane Denison profile imageAUTHOR

      Diane Denison 

      13 months ago from Cincinnati Ohio

      Thank you Olusegun. It is a long journey the walk with the lord. But step by step you enter into union. And someday in the future into complete union.

    • OGUNDARE OLUSEGUN profile image


      13 months ago from NIGERIA

      And it is good flowing in unism with the Lord

    • Diane Denison profile imageAUTHOR

      Diane Denison 

      13 months ago from Cincinnati Ohio

      Thank you so so much Manatita44 and Olusegun . I am speechless and lost for words. I am just a blog writer not many people have seen my writings. I write because I flow into a holy union state. Thank you. ~ ~ ~

    • manatita44 profile image


      13 months ago from london

      Another lovely piece. Actually I thought the first piece was more musical. A very ethereal piece.

    • OGUNDARE OLUSEGUN profile image


      13 months ago from NIGERIA

      You have shown your music artistry here. Wow!


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