Haunted You

Time that I count
Staring at blank
Unable to be seen
Comfortable feeling

Moment to myself
I will always treasure
When everyone is around
It gives me so much pressure

Keep my head held high
What a beauty in this country
But still such a pity
The persons wasn't free

All the judgements
All the criticism
Makes me torn
So tiring life for me

The world is growing old
But the people don't matured
Their mindset became a killer
Their innocence became the knife

Deep breath
I can't always hide for myself
Coldness
Was the feeling I felt

Moment to myself
I will always treasure
When everyone is around
It gives me so much pressure

But I needed to be brave
A fight I needed to led
I am so scared
Even everyone thus not care

Now here again
Those words feels like hell
But now I'm back and prepared
Sure, because I'm not getting hurt

Now I realize
Those person I feel pity
Soon you'll see
The beauty of me

Now I didn't need your suggestions
I'm better in my own version
Prettier than your perfection
And you'll be haunted by your accusations.