Hearts So True Find Their Way!!!
Good day one and all ;today's hub is about admitting that you took a wrong path and that it is also possible to get back onto that right path once again.
This comes from my own experiences this past week or so.
I shall share my journey with you but without sharing all the facts as it is so personal to me and it would not feel right to do so.
It was a difficult situation which had been going on for a good while in my family but I rose above it ;however it came to a head when certain people used Facebook to spite me.
It hurt me no end and I finally gave in and deactivated my account.
Initially I had a great feeling of relief and vowed to sort out my accounts with HPs, Blogger,Pinterest and google+ so that I could still keep in touch with many of the wonderful friends I had made over the past three years or so.
There was indeed a gap in my days but I have always said that once I make a decision and move away from something or someone I will never retrace my steps and return to that situation/person again.
Then slowly but surely the emails came through from so many friends who were missing me; messages through my HPs account and yesterday morning a beautiful card through the post from Christina.
I did not feel as sure anymore that I had made the correct decision ;but again I am the one who does not retrace her steps!!! Or so I thought.
The day went by with me pottering about the house feeding Tabs and Meg and of course my twice daily shift caring for special needs youngsters to and from their school.
It was then time for Dai to come in frorm work; I told him of all the messages and showed him Christina's card.
How immediate words were "I think you are going to have to go back!!" "You know that that is what you truly want to do!!"
He had said the exact words I wanted him to say ;the thoughts I had been trying to push to the back of my mind all day.
I then was able to confess that in deactivating my account I was actually allowing others to win with their spite and wrongdoing.
Why on earth should I miss out on such wonderful friendships which I have come to cherish because of the cruel words and deeds of someone so shallow and so nasty?? I was in actual fact allowing them to govern my days and happiness!!
Therefore last night I reactivated my account and the greetings, caring thoughts and gifts have been totally overwhelming.
I send each friendship which I made here on HubPages; Facebook and every where else all the love I can from my little corner of Wales.
You are cherished from the bottom of my heart ;thank you so very very much and how wonderful that there is still so much love and care in this world.
I am humbled and have never felt richer in my entire life.
I hope you will enjoy the following poetry and images.
A chamber of dark clammy senses.
Footsteps eager sure footed and strong.
Until that niggling thought
once again raised its ugly head!
chipping in deeper
To rise above
to smother the enemy
A mindset so clear
until the day came
the jury was out.
I stand up
so near !!
I packed my bags and walked away
new days ahead;
never a defeatist
never to trace
those steps away from all.
I stood strong
I stood tall;
Never to be beaten
so clear my call...................
Persons so cruel
their words so cold;
To walk on by
as lies were told...............
Then from true hearts
along with such care;
such love to share...................
Once again so rich
never again to be poor;
Time to reopen
that semi closed door.....................
What had I done
but allowed others to win;
I again stand up tall
a strength from within...................
With this strength
last night I returned;
To those who matter
a great lesson I learnt.......................
There will be times
when we take the dark road;
But to admit our wrong
will lighten our load............
I was oh so wrong
I now do confess;
But now back for sure
every true friend I bless....................
To all of you
I will cherish forever
the love you've shown me..............
A love so unconditional
to reach out, to care;
I again stand tall
that beauty to share...........................
My spirit may sway
as the North wind blows;
But my heart will shine
in an eternal glow...........................
a time of
Take a moment
come sit by me.
This world of beauty
delicate and tender
but with a soft tough
I find my strength from within.
When we find love
and life long friends
we find those footsteps
so sure and so strong.
Follow that path to
sweet wonders to taste;
that spider's cobweb
a true sign so wondrous.
Dewdrops and rose scented mists
will caress your touch;
tell of you travels
we learn oh so much.
I now share the bad as well as the good;
to be honest is a gift
and eternal for sure.
Laced with dewdrops.
Sweet winds so wondrous
Emotions laced with dewdrops
Each golden new dawn.
To follow the road
Recognising the wrong turn
New trails oh so clear.
Such sweet caresses
Each tender moment cherished
Always so tender.
Fill eager hearts.
From each sweet haven
We find a lifetime's treasures
To fill eager hearts.
I hope you all enjoyed this hub and would like to leave you with this thought.
We are only human and of course we are going to make some bad decisions and take a wrong turning as we travel life's journey from time to time. However the greatest show of strength is needed to stand up and admit you were wrong and then to take that correct turning .
I wish you all a wonderful day and here's to so many more years of friendship.
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
Lots of love from my little corner of Wales.