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Her Diary of Pain

Updated on June 17, 2011


Educate me of she who wears black

And lips the color of her heart they extract

Her eyes pale with deeply blacked sockets

Emptiness she carries in her back pockets


They say she touched for the last time

She reached the height in love climb

She feared nothing but life itself

She owned death that sat on a shelf


Living was a slow way of dying

As the tears ran red when crying

She wanted to die but really

She was already dead; freely


Fear she met night after night

To lie dead was her only delight

She developed into an infection

He awaits her soon resurrection


She didn’t believe in love and life

Finding emptiness among her strife

She couldn’t imagine happiness; Alone

Within the dirt now blown


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    • Dim Flaxenwick profile image

      Dim Flaxenwick 

      7 years ago from Great Britain

      Thank you. blessings , love and pace to you,

      Dim

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Dim, Being a ray of light for others can be hard when they don't want to see beyond their darkness. I will pray that he passes this difficult time in the mean while keep being the inspiration you are over him, and he will see that there is light at the end of the tunnel good luck and blessings!!

      smiles

      bella

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      Dim Flaxenwick 

      7 years ago from Great Britain

      Oh My goodness..! That so describes a friend l´ve been trying to help . (to stop he from self-harming)

      Absolutely beautiful poetry..

      Can´t wait to read more of your work.

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Qud, This is not of me but I thank you for taking the time and for the compliments sadness becomes just about anyone and I have a few friends well we will leave it aat that ..... :D

      smiles :)

      bella

    • QudsiaP1 profile image

      QudsiaP1 

      7 years ago

      Oh dear bells, could you attempt at happy poetry, you are such a lovely girl, don't let sadness become you.

      Cheers.

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      B., I think in some way you are connected to me. It was very dark for me but I did have to write it and it felt better afterwards! Thanks for still reading!!

      Pamela, Yes it is dark Jinkies maybe I just wrote and didn't realize the darkness until after it was published lol Thank you for still reading although it was dark.

      blaise25, Thank you very much for the comment. It is appreciated.

      smiles :)

      bella

    • blaise25 profile image

      Fehl Dungo 

      7 years ago from close to you...

      She wanted to die but really

      She was already dead; freely

      Very striking. This is dark and tainted but beautifully written.

    • Pamela99 profile image

      Pamela Oglesby 

      7 years ago from Sunny Florida

      I must agree with some of the others that this is a very dark poem and I hope it helped you to write it. I wish you all the best.

    • b. Malin profile image

      b. Malin 

      7 years ago

      This is a very Dark Poem Bella, that sounds like you had to write, to release something deep inside...Hopefully you have my friend.

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      I agree with ya Sir Acer!!

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      Mentalist acer 

      7 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

      Death seems to be book some read as fiction and some read as non-fiction.;)

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Mc, Wow, I am speechless to your comment. I am pleased to know thats how my writing is thought of.

      smiles :)

      bella

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      mckbirdbks 

      7 years ago from Emerald Wells, Just off the crossroads,Texas

      Your words strike like a sulfur match and reveal momentary light to accent the darkness.

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Shygirl, Thank you. It is very dark. I am in an eerie place i suppose or maybe not who knows lol. I really appreciate your thoughts of me though!! Special >_<

      smiles :)

      bella

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      shygirl2 

      7 years ago

      Sad piece of poetry, bella. But I voted it up anyway. : ) You at least write in depth, from places others fear to go. You are a great writer...don't let anyone, ever tell you differently!

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