Him Her and Me
For years HE was the one that won my heart, HE was the one that showed me love. HE was the one that comforted me when I was down. HE has been the one to make me smile with his silly ways. In such a little bit of time HE shared friendship, love and understanding. He was the one for me.
Over time HE has been the one that has neglected me, HE has shown me his cold, bitter ways & for much time HE has been inattentive, and forgotten me.
Time has flown by & for months now, another has been a close & dear friend, for weeks now they have given me support, love, kindness & passion; forever SHE wants to be. I love them both, yet desire none more than the other. HE has nor will ever leave my side; The other will walk away with pride. Which one do I choose?
SHE with those beautiful eyes that look directly at me like I am the only person alive. HE: who loves me for everything that I am yet chooses to decline me physically. SHE; who respects any & everything I speak of; whose kindness & sincere ways, have struck my heart in unexpected ways. HE, who has been by my side lifting my head up high when times have been rough & somehow make it through and holds me when I need to be held. SHE, who stirs up sparks of passion in me with the mere look. HE, who lay next to me, holding each other, talking till the sun comes up encouraging me to fulfill my dreams.
HE; says I am the love of his life, yet rejects me time after time & hurts my pride. SHE, who will take any moment I will give, makes me shine & smile for a lifetime. HE; who rarely displays his affection for me. SHE who showers me with love privately yet neither will walk with me unconditionally.
Every day is turmoil & stress. I searched beyond myself and found the answers; as much as I love HE & SHE. I will today, tomorrow & forever Choose ME!