How Long Is Forever
Forever is the feeling since I began noticing another pulsating life in my womb;
The minutely, hourly, daily and the feeling of the infinity of awareness and experiences of speculations and excitements caused by the thoughts that one day I will be holding my beautiful baby in my arms, seems forever to live by;
And nine months of experiencing such fragments of time seems forever;
Within this period variety of complex emotions and anxieties pitch in;
Sometimes exciting, and at times fearful feelings that anything can happen in just a moment of carelessness and poof!
The dream is gone…
Nine months in this condition seems forever;
Forever it may seem when you are still in the midst of such dilemma;
But forever actually begins in the now;
And forever carries us through till a dream is finally made into a material reality;
And the joy is endless when the baby is born;
Life had changed!
You are now a complete woman, a mother;
Where unconditional love and infinite responsibility are twins which make life more beautiful, exciting and meaningful for as long as you live through forever…
How long does it take, My Love, to wait until the day when you and I will be in each other’s arms forever?
Living every fragment of my time in this life without you by my side to cuddle, to kiss, to hug, to caress;
This is a painful forever, the forever in the midst of a dilemma;
The dilemma which sometimes trigger some fears that it takes only a moment of carelessness to shatter all the wonderful dreams we dreamt for our lives together;
It takes Wisdom to guide us in every step of the way, in every fragment of time that we are apart;
Wisdom keeps assuring me that another stage of forever is coming our way;
Such forever that sees us in each other’s arms for the rest of eternity!
The forever that makes our dreams come true materially!
The forever that completely change my life to the next level;
Such forever where eternal love twins with responsibility to have you, to hold you and to be with you eternally!
Forever begins now, now that other beatings are constantly and consistently pounding in the core of my being;
In my heart, in my mind and in my soul;
Such Forever that is eternally together with you…