ArtsAutosBooksBusinessEducationEntertainmentFamilyFashionFoodGamesGenderHealthHolidaysHomeHubPagesPersonal FinancePetsPoliticsReligionSportsTechnologyTravel
  • »
  • Books, Literature, and Writing»
  • Commercial & Creative Writing»
  • Creative Writing

I Did It Because He Didn't Love Me

Updated on July 13, 2011

My visit with the doc.

“I loved him, I wanted him, and I cared for him. He was my one and only. He never knew how to love me. All he did was take, but he never extended a give. I did anything and everything for him. He would call and I would come running. So sick it was.”

“What was so sick, tell me Georgia?” asked the doc.

“It was sick how much I loved him. Sick I say, and will continue to say. He couldn’t understand that I was so in love with him and just wanted him all for me. He wouldn’t stop though. He kept going and going. He didn’t care that my heart was bleeding for him. I was the only one who felt the need to love.”

“What made you love him?”

“I don’t know I can’t answer that.”


“Next question doc.!”

“Ok” the doc paused “Tell me what made you do it?”

“He made me do it. He didn’t love me and didn’t appreciate me. He thought that I had no emotions. I couldn't handle the daily humiliation. But I am human too and he didn’t understand how bad he was hurting me. If only he would have listened to me maybe he would still be breathing.”

“Georgia, tell me what happened.”

“It was a beautiful morning and he got out of bed to get ready for work. I laid there starring at him as he gathered his clothes to take a shower. He looked back at me and told me I was beautiful. I smiled and continued gazing. He didn’t know I wasn’t the same me anymore. I was dead! I had no heart left to feel his words. It was about the time for him to leave to his office so I got up and put on my robe and walked him to the front door. As he took the step to walk out he turned back and held me tight and said he loved me and gave me a kiss like if he knew it was his last day walking.”

“Keep going Georgia, you’re doing great.”

“I stood at the door and watched as he reversed out the drive way. I went back upstairs and returned to the cold sheets that laid there on what was soon to be his death bed. I pulled the vile of cyanide from beneath the mattresses and contemplated the action. “

“Why Cyanide, why poison?”

“Because, I wanted an instant death I wanted him to feel how I felt every time he cheated. I felt like I couldn’t breathe and my heart was going to stop. That’s exactly how I felt.”

“So, then what happened.”

“Time traveled pretty quickly. I managed to clean the house and prepare everything for our romantic dinner that I had mentioned to him a week prior.”

“So, then you premeditated his death?”

“Yea, if that’s what you call it.”

“Ok, continue”

“Well, the time had come and he was pulling into the drive way. The roast was cooked, the candles where blazing, and the champagne bubbling. I prepared the plates and sprinkled the vile over his plate. I placed them on the table and I I waited. I wore this lace corset with a garter, and fishnet thigh highs and stiletto shoes. I also wore black satin gloves that extended to my elbows. He liked when I dressed up for him like that. The keys jingled outside the door his shadow reflected in the window, I sat and sipped on my glass of champagne. In he stepped and glanced over to the dining room area where I was seated. He said “This looks amazing Georgia.” I smiled and didn’t say a word. He hung his coat on the coat rack and sat himself down on the opposite side of the table. He rolled up his sleeves to his long sleeved white shirt. I leaned forward to reach for my fork and began to eat. He took a sip of the champagne that bubbled in front of him, and dipped the fork into the food. He ate slowly and savored the roast. He continued to eat but the silence spoke louder this night. He looked up at me and I smiled as a weary look met his eyes. The death was taking effect. I continued to eat as he grabbed his throat and gasped for air. No words exchanged just my smile I wore on my face. I watched him as the cyanide flowed within his body until he stopped breathing. I stood up grabbed my coat that hung on the rack and luggage that waited patiently inside the closet in our entrance walk way. Placed my sunglasses and walked out the door.”

“Did you call 911.”

“I did.”

“And what did they say?”

“The dispatcher answered 911, what’s your emergency?”

“And what did you say.”

“I said-I said, I poisoned my husband and then…………………………the line dropped.”


    0 of 8192 characters used
    Post Comment

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California


      I am excited to hear it held your attention. A novel possibly not :) Maybe a second installment but not a novel lol or maybe just not now....

      T/Y Smiles and hgs


    • profile image

      jami l. pereira 6 years ago

      Lol amazing story , it held me captive through the whole piece! Do i see a novel or ...? in your future? because this was awesome! great job Ms.Bella ! voted up and awesome ! :)

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      Stella Faleskes,

      Thank you for the honest opinion. I appreciate it and thanks for stopping by!!


    • Stella Faleskes profile image

      Stella Faleskes 6 years ago from Kiev

      Honestly...its the BEST hub ever!

      I enjoyed it alot!


      Great job! Carry on ;)

    • profile image

      JadedLove 6 years ago

      I find my mind and soul captivated by the depth of life in your eyes. Up and awesome Bella, I am afraid i didn't press beautiful(i did, but this one is so much more).

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      Chuks, thank you for stopping by.

      Leann, I agree :, Thank you!!


    • profile image

      leann2800 6 years ago

      Captivating yet creepy...Wow!

    • profile image

      Chuks charles Essell 6 years ago

      I want to commend each and every writer in this Hub who made it to be a point of duty that they would submit their write ups for other peoples delight.

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      Ace, thank you lol. I wouldn't say ultimate lol I just write what my mind thinks it uses me that darn mind.


    • acaetnna profile image

      acaetnna 6 years ago from Guildford

      You are the ultimate ... you have experienced the emotion and write with stunning expertise. So awesome Bella!

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      TheSloneGal, you are awesome! thanks for stopping by its a great day for me to see a new face comment. I am very happy you enjoyed reading this piece it was something that I put together. lol

      smiles :)


    • TheSloneGal profile image

      TheSloneGal 6 years ago

      WOW that is all I can say to that one it really brought a tear to my eye lady you have some talent there you should have your things published and I thought I was a good writer shoot I aint got nothing on you and you are amazing lady.

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      Cardisa, Lol thanks for thinking so, and well what can I say Georgia does what Georgia wants. And thats that!! ;)

      H.a, Georgia wasn't obssessed Georgia was abused and beaten and cheated on and raped of her happiness. I only showed the psych appt. with the doc. but if I wanted to I could have turned it into a victimized story but I wanted Georgia to be the bad girl here :) Thanks for the comment and kind words

      Always, You really think so?? I kinda liked it a lot to.


    • always exploring profile image

      Ruby Jean Richert 6 years ago from Southern Illinois

      Wow Bella, This is one of your best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • h.a.chauhdary profile image

      h.a.chauhdary 6 years ago from Australia

      why'd you have to kill him?? there's nothing in the story that would otherwise suggest his cruelty to Georgia. he even kissed her g'bye =D i think she was just obsessed =p Nice prose though.. loved it!

    • Cardisa profile image

      Carolee Samuda 6 years ago from Jamaica

      My kinda girl. This captivating piece of writing had me from the beginning. Well done Georgia...I mean

      I like the end....then the line dropped!

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      good Thinking maybe we shall let me plot it over night we will see where Georgia goes next.....hmmmm interesting. Thanks Writer

    • writer20 profile image

      Joyce Haragsim 6 years ago from Southern Nevada

      I was thinking maybe Georgia finds another man and killed him or about a boyfriend.

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      No it was just the one on one with the psych doc. Thanks for reading though.


    • writer20 profile image

      Joyce Haragsim 6 years ago from Southern Nevada

      Great story, congratulations. Is there more to come? Please.

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      Sally, I like that and so does Georgia. She said good way to view things ;)


    • Truckstop Sally profile image

      Truckstop Sally 6 years ago

      Oh my! New meaning to -- the way to a man's heart is through his stomach.

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      the thoughts come does that make me crazy or insane? Does it categorize me as a murder within my mind? Oh well if its a crime to commit a crime in my head then I am doing life in a cell in my head :)


    • Nikkij504gurl profile image

      Nikki Wicked 6 years ago from Louisiana

      nice! i know an ex I would like to do that too. but I wouldnt turn myself in haha, but Im not a murderer I wouldnt have it in me to do, unless it was self defense. then anything goes.

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      Breakfast, thank you divorce?? Georgia couldn't afford it also she got a little satisfaction from watching him lie there breathless in death.


    • breakfastpop profile image

      breakfastpop 6 years ago

      This held me all the way through. Do you think a divorce would have been more practical! Up and awesome and interesting.

    • bellawritter23 profile image

      Erica Sanchez 6 years ago from California

      Sub, thank you. I dont know this scene came to mind and I jotted it down. Writing in first person surely is a lot simpler. lol thanks again. :)


    • SubRon7 profile image

      James W. Nelson 6 years ago from eastern North Dakota

      Bella, this is the very best fiction of yours that I have read. Writing fiction in first-person you shine!


    This website uses cookies

    As a user in the EEA, your approval is needed on a few things. To provide a better website experience, uses cookies (and other similar technologies) and may collect, process, and share personal data. Please choose which areas of our service you consent to our doing so.

    For more information on managing or withdrawing consents and how we handle data, visit our Privacy Policy at: ""

    Show Details
    HubPages Device IDThis is used to identify particular browsers or devices when the access the service, and is used for security reasons.
    LoginThis is necessary to sign in to the HubPages Service.
    Google RecaptchaThis is used to prevent bots and spam. (Privacy Policy)
    AkismetThis is used to detect comment spam. (Privacy Policy)
    HubPages Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide data on traffic to our website, all personally identifyable data is anonymized. (Privacy Policy)
    HubPages Traffic PixelThis is used to collect data on traffic to articles and other pages on our site. Unless you are signed in to a HubPages account, all personally identifiable information is anonymized.
    Amazon Web ServicesThis is a cloud services platform that we used to host our service. (Privacy Policy)
    CloudflareThis is a cloud CDN service that we use to efficiently deliver files required for our service to operate such as javascript, cascading style sheets, images, and videos. (Privacy Policy)
    Google Hosted LibrariesJavascript software libraries such as jQuery are loaded at endpoints on the or domains, for performance and efficiency reasons. (Privacy Policy)
    Google Custom SearchThis is feature allows you to search the site. (Privacy Policy)
    Google MapsSome articles have Google Maps embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    Google ChartsThis is used to display charts and graphs on articles and the author center. (Privacy Policy)
    Google AdSense Host APIThis service allows you to sign up for or associate a Google AdSense account with HubPages, so that you can earn money from ads on your articles. No data is shared unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    Google YouTubeSome articles have YouTube videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    VimeoSome articles have Vimeo videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    PaypalThis is used for a registered author who enrolls in the HubPages Earnings program and requests to be paid via PayPal. No data is shared with Paypal unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    Facebook LoginYou can use this to streamline signing up for, or signing in to your Hubpages account. No data is shared with Facebook unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    MavenThis supports the Maven widget and search functionality. (Privacy Policy)
    Google AdSenseThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Google DoubleClickGoogle provides ad serving technology and runs an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Index ExchangeThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    SovrnThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Facebook AdsThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Amazon Unified Ad MarketplaceThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    AppNexusThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    OpenxThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Rubicon ProjectThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    TripleLiftThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Say MediaWe partner with Say Media to deliver ad campaigns on our sites. (Privacy Policy)
    Remarketing PixelsWe may use remarketing pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to advertise the HubPages Service to people that have visited our sites.
    Conversion Tracking PixelsWe may use conversion tracking pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to identify when an advertisement has successfully resulted in the desired action, such as signing up for the HubPages Service or publishing an article on the HubPages Service.
    Author Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide traffic data and reports to the authors of articles on the HubPages Service. (Privacy Policy)
    ComscoreComScore is a media measurement and analytics company providing marketing data and analytics to enterprises, media and advertising agencies, and publishers. Non-consent will result in ComScore only processing obfuscated personal data. (Privacy Policy)
    Amazon Tracking PixelSome articles display amazon products as part of the Amazon Affiliate program, this pixel provides traffic statistics for those products (Privacy Policy)