I Love You So
The Pain of Love . . .
Abandoned grace, empty place.
I linger in this nothing space.
I close my eyes, then your face.
My love's desire ~ endless chase.
I see the words locked in your eyes.
Sweet restrain, such disguise.
But deep within your own heart lies
The truth from which you cannot hide.
One precious breath escapes my chest,
As someone says, "This is best".
I look away so none will guess
This ache is life, love has left.
Why do I love what loves me not?
How can my head make my heart stop?
Can I survive this wretched loss
Of what I love and loves me not?
This remains, a tattered soul.
One heart crushed, one lets go.
Oh my love, did you know?
Oh my love, I love you so.
© 2012 Bella Nina