I STILL WANT MY WAY Especially on Mother's Day
It's hard to believe it's been over 5 years
I still have bouts of streaming tears
There are times I need you more than ever before
I'm upset that life has closed that door.
My Mom, my friend, whom I trusted the most
This Mother's Day I give you a toast
To a beautiful woman who meant the world to me
The kind of extraordinary person I try to be.
You interacted with people wherever you went
Many people felt you were a God sent
You'd make people feel good wherever you'd go
No matter who it was, they would always know
That you were kind and considerate and funny too
Anyone you met wanted to be friends with you.
And even animals loved you oh so much
They had a sense of your gentle touch
Whether in your backyard or at the zoo
They easily became your friends too.
I miss you deeply, I still want my way
Right here with me is where I wanted you to stay
Yet God had decided your time was up
For me it was definitely too abrupt.
I told you I love you a million times
For that I have no regrets
And every time I find a dime
There are things I'll never forget
A calm, gentle peace comes over me
And I really feel like I can see
My Mother still guiding me from up above
Continuing, as usual, to give me her love.
You had many hard times throughout your 68 years
And I know that resulted in lots of tears
But no matter what, you continued to try
I truly don't think you were ready to die.
You hadn't accomplished all of your dreams
You were not ready to go, or so it seemed
But who am I always wanting my way
If it were my choice, you'd be here today.
This is Sharyn's Slant
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Hi Sharon. Your mother must be watching from above the words you wrote about her. She was so young when she died. I know you miss her and thik of her often. My mother died at 89, and we have happy memories. Your words flow in the poem ever so gently. Thanks for sharing your tribute. I will also share. Blessings. Audrey
This poem is so beautiful and it reflects the way I feel about my mother. I am fortunate that she is still alive at 90 and lives with me. I treasure the days. Your poetry touched me deeply, and I am sorry you lost her so soon. I can understand your grief. Beautiful reflection.
Sharyn...A beautiful hub to share each year near Mother's Day. This is simply lovely and so touching, it brought tears to my eyes.....we will always miss our Moms. They meant everything to us throughout their lives....the love and memories remain forever......Peace..Paula UP+++
This time of year must be so difficult for you Sharyn. Your heartfelt tribute is truly endearing and lovely and lets us share in your Mom's love and life. I'm so very sorry for your loss. Thank you for bringing her memory to life here.
Dear Girlfriend,
Somehow I never saw this until today... of course I am naturally drawn to you today as we share so much.
I believe this poem could be about my Mom (substituting 82 for 68) and (quarters dor dimes, as we have laughed about...) And, for me two years later, this Mother's Day, I feel just as selfish and also WANT MY WAY.
Yet, like you, I carry Mom close in my heart with her strength, wisdom and wit. Thank you, Sharon, for expressing what I feel so deeply in my soul.
Voted UP & UABI. I love you, Maria
Hey, Sharyn. Saw this on JS Matthew's newsletter on Twitter. Thinking of you today. I can't imagine the pain. I'm so blessed to still have my mom. Hugs, friend.
This is beautiful.. thank you for sharing your heart!
A beautiful poem of love and longing. May your dear Mom be close to you, especially this Mother's day as well and every day until your sweet reunion. Lovely poetry, beautifully written and all the more so reading with Celine Dion's song playing, yes, perfect song. My best wishes to you Sharyn from Annie.
Made me cry. It sounds so much like my mom. She was 67 years old when God called her home. Here is one I wrote for my mom http://wizzley.com/butterflies-from-heaven-1/ I miss my mom so much and will be glad when mom's day is over. I loved the poem and what a beautiful Tribute for all of the mom's who have been called home.
What a fantastic appreciation for mothers! Thanks for sharing! Take care, Kelley
This is very touching and moving- a wonderful tribute.
heart warming...love this...
Oh Sharon! What a heartfelt piece. A tribute to your own Mom. There are moments in life when we appreciate our parents, and that's when we realize, they were right for being straight and stern. Your piece tell us a world about your mother, and how she raised you to be a good daughter! Bless her heart and those 68 years of her rewarding life.
Sharyn, this is a beautiful tribute to your mom. She seemed like a wonderful person to know; I can read in your words just how much she meant to you.
It's a great reminder to all of us to treasure our moms. Voted up and beautiful! :)
Sharyn - This is nothing less than a beautiful tribute. It is easy to take our loved ones for granted. I fear the day I lose my mom. I'll be sure to take your heartfelt words and suggestions to heart.
Mother's Day is right around the corner...I'm sure she is watching over you today and always. Also, I'm sure she is very proud of you :)
My Dear Sharon,
This was so touching and knowing your heart, I am sure Mothers day is so hard. I pray you can draw from the wonderful memories of your mother, and they will bring warmth and peace to you.
Sending a big hug,
Love,
Sunnie
Sharyn, you have written a beautiful poem in memory of your mother and one that touches those of us who have lost our mothers. Thank you for sharing this. I miss my mom, too.
I love it that is so sweet of you to contribute such a beautiful poem to your mother's memory, very heartfelt.
...well I can't say that I will ever read more beautiful words than this - ever - you see my mum was my best friend and she has been gone since 2004 (and my dad since 1992) and they both made me the man who I am today - and you have struck a chord with me here - and I am sure with many other readers - and not to mention the fact that you are just simply a great writer - anyway!!!
Oh gosh - no thank you for making me think about it NOW:-). I just made a lunch date with my mom! We are going to meet next Wednesday at Cracker Barrel and my 22 year old girl is going too! see? The thanks is yours.
Up and awesome Sharyn - you make me realize the need to appreciate my mother more. I talk to her by phone every day but I guess that isn't a good measuring stick for really spending quality time with her. Thank you for the reminder:-)
This is so dear to my heart Sharon - just beautiful and such a nice Mother's Day sentiment and remembrance! I hope that some day soon I can write such a moving tribute to my Mom who I miss so much. I really hear from your words that you feel the same way. Thanks!
This tugs my heart too much. I love my departed Mom so! Nice video. God bless!
I can truly appreciate this. Just beautiful.
Love your poetry, Sharyn....what a tribute to your Mom...she would be so proud to read this but I'm sure she knew how you felt when she was alive. Beautiful poem...
This is lovely Saryn's Slant. We never stop missing them, do we? I know when my mom passed on and them my day a year later, I felt like a little orphan child though I was middle aged.
This is a great tribute to your mom.
I know exactly what you mean, Sharyn - it isn't any easier even when they are very old, m'dear.
Bless ...
Heartfelt,sad, but very beautiful. A beautiful tribute.
Sunnie
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