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I WILL NOT BOW TO THE SICKNESS

Updated on June 4, 2017

The inspiration for this powm/song is the combination of "Down with the Sickness" by Disturbed and "I will not Bow" by Breaking Benjamin. The Disturbed portion represents The Devil (Evil) the Breaking Benjamin is my own defiant response.

*You may think this post a bit extreme and entirely unnecessary, but this is my life as I know it. I battle The Devil every time I close my eyes, still haunted by our face to face encounter over a decade ago. According to Pastor John Mac Arthur, the reason for this may be that I indeed have been handed entirely over to Satan, with the purpose of strengthening, purifying, and edifying. This is his message in both audio and text: "Delivered to Satan, pt.1".

**And the thing is, this is not a psychological issue. I'm as happy, giving, and fun loving as anyone I know.........when I'm not battling. No, this is truly "good old fashioned" Spiritual warfare!!

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I WILL NOT BOW TO THE SICKNESS







(Disturbed)


Can you feel that?

That sh-t?


(Ooo- AhAhAhAh!)

(Ooo- AhAhAhAh!)

(Oahh, Oahh) (Oahh, Oahh)





“RA- Roarrr!!”
Congrats, you cunning liar, your darkness getting bliding

But you forgot about me, now I’m gonna shame your hind-end

I ain’t no Savior, I cant save the world- but you damn right I’ll make it bolder

You wanted another victim, well you got yourself a Warrior!

I’ve got Jehovah, you just got Sin- this is a war that you cannot win!





I Will Not Bow, I Will Not Break
I’m “God Within”, for Heaven’s sake!
I have no awe, I have no fear

Judgment is here, This time you’ll fall!!

“RA-!!”




Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give it to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me
(Will you give it to me?)



Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, there is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me




Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
You f-cker get up
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me






“RA-!!”

I Will Not Bow, I Will Not Break
I’m “God Within”, for Heaven’s sake!
I have no awe, I have no fear

Judgment is here, This time you’ll fall!!

“RA-!!”






I can see inside you, the sickness is rising

Don't try to deny what you feel (will you give it to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me (will you give it to me?)


It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon in me





“RA-!!”

I Will Not Bow, I Will Not Break
I’m “God Within”, for Heaven’s sake!
I have no awe, I have no fear

Judgment is here, This time you’ll fall!!

“RA-!!”






Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
You f-cker get up
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me






“RA-!!”


You need some shame to hide those eyes?- you see the Light regain its’ Rule?
I’ll show you where compassion dies- This ain’t your weight class you Damned fool!
This is a fight that I cannot win- But it’s also one you’ve already lost

But maybe you’ve forgotten when- My Boss ascended from the Cross
The Lord never fails, so Entheos won’t stumble

If you’re game, I’m game- get ready to rumble
I’m not afraid of some toothless Deciever

This time I’m the shame giver, you are the receiver



“RA-!!”

I Will Not Bow, I Will Not Break
I’m “God Within”, for Heaven’s sake!
I have no awe, I have no fear

Judgment is here, This time you’ll fall!!



So I will win, God within, WE have lost the will to change

We’ve had enough, and in Jesus’ name…
Today I will defecate your name!!!!

(long) “RA-RRoarrrrrrrrrrrr!!”


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**So this is my life- exciting isn't it?......no, you're wrong. It's horrible. I pray to God multiple time every day that he once again gather me under His wing, and offer His divine protection and peace!

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# If this poem is of interest to you, feel free to check out my other posts about my battles with the Devil himself:

"I will fear no evil"

"Subdued"

"Come after me, I'm a Man!!"


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