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"The Day I destroyed my car in an Accident"

Updated on September 19, 2013
Maybe if I had followed my first mind and went the other way I would still be driving my car, who knows.
Maybe if I had followed my first mind and went the other way I would still be driving my car, who knows.

"The Day I Destroyed My Car"

That day back in September 2008, was no different than any other day that I had my errand to run. I got into my Toyota corolla an took off. All of my life I had bought cheap cash cars that never lasted very long. When I moved to Irving Texas I really needed a good car to get me back and forth to work every day. When I got my income tax check, it was enough money to put a down payment on a new car. In 2002, I bought a white 2001 Toyota Corolla CE. This was my first brand new car that I had ever purchased for myself and I was so proud of it. In 2005, we were hit by a hail storm, which put dings all over my car so the insurance company total my car body wise. They ask if I wanted to sell my car and after thinking about it, decided that I would keep it. Since it only had seventy thousand something miles on it.. The damages to my car paid off the eighteen hundred dollar car note and I had nineteen hundred in my pocket. I felt really good about finally owning my car outright, dings and all.

Good ole Bessie and I had traveled to Colorado, where we lived for two years before moving back to Texas. We stayed in Texas for about a year and a half before we relocated to Gold Canyon Arizona. Six months later we moved to Mesa Arizona after being there two years. I've learned that ex-military men like to move around and they don't mind it. We moved to Apache Junction where I had my car accident. This was a day that didn't seem any different than any other day, but I was terribly wrong in my assumption. I had quite a few irons in the fire this particular day. When I had finished up all my errands I realized that I hadn't pick up the mail in Gold Canyon and started to debate which route to take, for some reason I wanted to come over by my house and take that route but I had this feeling maybe I should go the other way. So, I ignored my pre-comceived notion not to go there and went that route any way. I realize today that it's always best to follow your first mind.

By going the route I had chosen, it cost me to be involve in an accident. I was waiting at the light and when the light change the traffic started to moved, I changed over to my left lane so I could go ahead and go, and the traffic was flowing and all of a sudden the SUV in front of me stop. Which caused me to hit my breaks. All I could see was the rear end of the SUV rushing up to me. As I swerved to the right and hit the corner of the Suv. That hit total my car, but it didn't so much damage to the SUV. I later learned that there was a bus on the left side of the highway that I didn't see because of the height of the SUV that was blocking my view. I was out for a few minutes and came to and realized that I had put and end to me and Bessie's partnership. That was indeed a sad day for me. I was more concerned about the passengers in the SUV, but I was told that they were okay, just a little shaken up. I had minor injuries to my hand neck and shoulder, but otherwise okay.

As I sit there being sad and disappointed that my one and only car, sweet Bessie was destroyed. Feeling sad for my lost and God made realize that I should count my blessings because it could have been me that was badly hurt or dead. So, I thanked God for my safety. Although, losing my car was also a terrible lost that was hard to except. It gave me my freedom and independence when I wanted to go and do things. I can't believe that it was all over in that instant. My car would end up in the car grave yard for parts. We to where they had taken the car to retrieve some items that was left in the car. To say my good by to Bessie one last time. As I stood and Looked at Bessie all bent up and crushed. The tears welled up in my eyes and my heart started to hurt as well because I had to put sweet Bessie to rest. The speedometer still setting on seventy thousand and something miles All I could think about was what a waste and a terrible lost to me. That was the day that my independence changed forever.

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    • creativeone59 profile imageAUTHOR

      benny Faye Douglass 

      5 years ago from Gold Canyon, Arizona

      Thank you writescentro, for your visit and your comment. I recently got another car, it's a GMC SUV, and I like it a lot. Thank God , riding again thank God. creativeone59

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      Aditya Soni 

      5 years ago from India

      Felling very sad for your car and thank to god that nothing happened to you. Actually cars are like family, we get attached to them in a very short period of time. I think by this time you have already purchased a new car :). Good luck for it and i hope that you will be in love with your new car very soon .....

    • creativeone59 profile imageAUTHOR

      benny Faye Douglass 

      6 years ago from Gold Canyon, Arizona

      Thank you pmccray, for your visit and comment, I appreciate you. i think cars are like family and we grow an attachment to them. Godspeed. creativeone59

    • creativeone59 profile imageAUTHOR

      benny Faye Douglass 

      6 years ago from Gold Canyon, Arizona

      Thank s Ruby for your visit and comment, you are right about how we think of our automobiles as family. Godspeed. creativeone59

    • creativeone59 profile imageAUTHOR

      benny Faye Douglass 

      6 years ago from Gold Canyon, Arizona

      Thank you sweetie1, for your visit and comment, I appreciate you and you are right coming out of the accident unscaved is a b lessing. thank you for caring. creativeone59

    • creativeone59 profile imageAUTHOR

      benny Faye Douglass 

      6 years ago from Gold Canyon, Arizona

      Thank you htodd,for your visit and comment, you're right I destroyed it and I have to live with that fact. Blseesinf to you. creativeone59

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      6 years ago from United States

      Sorrow for that destroyed it

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      6 years ago from India

      I am really sorry for your car, even though 70,000 miles in India is seen as a little too much on a odometer. My dad once said that if you come out of an atuo accident alive then other losses dont count even if the car or things inside are very valueable to us emotionally or monetary, because everything else is replacable. SO thank God that nothing happened to you and i am sure soon you would have a new car again and your freedom back

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      Ruby Jean Richert 

      6 years ago from Southern Illinois

      It's funny how we get attached to our cars, they are like family. I'm allergic to cats so i keep my beautiful white persian cat in the back seat. I know you will get another car and you will fall in love all over again..Intersting read.. Thank you..

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      6 years ago from Utah

      Voted up, marked interesting. I think next to animals our autos become like part of the family. Again it wasn't just the material object you were mourning, but the loss of your independence.

    • creativeone59 profile imageAUTHOR

      benny Faye Douglass 

      6 years ago from Gold Canyon, Arizona

      Thank you WannaB Writer, it's an honor to have your visit and comment, I appreciate you. I know I will get another car but until then, I have to suffer the consequences. Thanks so much for the encouragement. Godspeed. creativeone59

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      Barbara Radisavljevic 

      6 years ago from Templeton, CA

      What a sad story. I know how sorry I was when my Voyager died of old age with over 300,000 on it as we were coming home from a vacation in Oregon. I was very attached to that car. We'd been across the country in it once, and on inter-state business trips with it loaded to the hilt countless times. It had been back and forth to the Seattle area five times at least and then on that last vacation to Oregon, where it had problems several times and had been in three shops just to make it home. And then it died.

      Since then my husband has totalled two Volvos and we are on our third one. I've not been attached to any of them in the same way. It's always sad to lose a car, especially if it means having to be without one for a while. But it's doubly sad to lose a car you've been attached to for years as you were attached to Bessie. I had had my Voyager for 14 years. I hope you will be able to get another car again soon.


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