I dnt Want to Cry. . .
Silent Beach of Goa
We girls bear much pain in life, but we don't want to share...
All the conditions are against me. . .
I am alone in a big big field,
I shattered to see the molested girls. .
the innocent girl babies
who die in the wombs of their mother. . .
But I Don't want to cry...!
I feel scared to walk alone
in the road,
I fear someone will take advantage
of darkness. .
I walk fast to reach home..
Every day I have to go through it. . .
All this terrify me. .
Bt I wont cry.
I got married.
And I was happy...
Now I am safe and
will always be happy and safe.
But I was wrong.
I was most unsafe.
He hits me when
I don't follow him.
He beats me,
When I cook, I serve food. .
I wash clothes.
Even when I make him happy with my flesh. . .
He makes my life hell. .
I, an Educated girl,
dearest of my parents,
lovely companion of my friends,
can do many works
the superior sex cant. . .
But I m helpless. .
I cant stop my tears.
But I dnt want to cry. .