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I will just cry

Updated on July 10, 2014

I'm crying alone tonight,

and you will never know.

My insides are screaming.

My body is shaking.

I thought I could live without you.

I thought I could do this on my own,

but I can't get over the pain.

i'm so alone,

and you let go.

Your sleeping with another

And I'm at home crying myself to sleep.

I'm going to take another drink.

Maybe by the end of the night i won't remember you

Or maybe it will be worse than the last.

This emptiness you left inside won't disappear.

All the memories we have left me in despair.

They are all haunting me as I sit here.

All the pictures, the love,

now all that is left is the hole.

Left right were you used to be.

Tonight I will miss,

and new tears will flow from my face.

I will cry until my tear ducts are dry.

I will cry until world drowns in my sorrow.

I will cry until every piece of land is filled with my tears.

I will cry until i see you here.


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    • stricktlydating profile image


      6 years ago from Australia

      Woah! You're very good at expressing yourself in words.

    • Silent Sinner profile imageAUTHOR

      Silent Sinner 

      6 years ago

      Thank you everyone. I am going through a hard time right now and all I know is words. So I will write until I can't feel anymore.

    • lindsy lohan222 profile image

      lindsy lohan222 

      6 years ago from no where

      awww dont cry girl well i mean i feel so bad for you

    • Vicki99 profile image


      6 years ago from Meridian Idaho

      Another touching entry that I think many people can relate to. Your work is truly wonderful.

    • krishnapandu2008 profile image


      6 years ago from Makassar, Indonesia

      ooo sorry i didn't write correctly isn't it?

    • krishnapandu2008 profile image


      6 years ago from Makassar, Indonesia

      My dear Silen Sinner..don't cry..there would be someone know you better than ever..somenone that would never leave you..someone would stay beside you..and help you up when down,,and someone would drive to to across the street when you afraid to through it...

    • Tim Matthews2011 profile image

      Tim Matthews2011 

      6 years ago from Huntsville, AL.

      This is beautifully intense and hits me so close to home. A very good read and my heart can feel these words.

    • chrisam01 profile image


      6 years ago from Los Angeles, California, USA

      Touching words!


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