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It Breaks My Heart

Updated on February 22, 2012

I don't believe what she's saying to me..
I can't believe what I just heard............
Where did you get this idea from
Who has feed you with so much lies
Who has blinded your heart
Who! put a spell on you....

You are perfect
Please, don't do this to me
Say is a joke.. Tell me is not truth
It breaks my heart..
You are hurting me..

God! You are everything have always wanted to be..
Who's poisoning your heart
What has this place done to you...

You a looser !
That is the craziest thing I have heard held..
My sister, you are fine
You are perfect just the way you are..
Don't let them fool you
Don't let your eyes deceive you
Don't let your desire ruin you....

"It is like mum use to always say..
5 minute pleasure.. 5 years of pain
1 lousy mistake 10 years of shame
Zero attention a life time of regret"

I can not tell you wish friend to keep
But I can tell you what makes a friend a good one..

You don't club.. She calls you dumb
You don't date every guy in the street.. She calls you nerd
You obey you parent.. She calls you child
You love your family.. She calls you sick
You want to go to college.. She calls you stupid
You read your books.. She calls you a coward..
You tell her you would love to graduate, get a master degree
She calls you nut and naive..
She's not a friend.. She's wolf in sheep clothe
She's lost and she needs Jesus
She's blind and her life is ruined..
Years from now, she be that mum yelling for her kids to go to school
Years from now, she would wish she was everything you her..
Don't be surprise, she could apply for a cleaner in your house..

You are everything that is beautiful
And if she calls you a looser because you refuse to be her..
Let tomorrow be the judge..
Ever wonder why I call you priceless...
You are worth more than the air I breath...
Please don't ever say that again..
It breaks my heart..
You are fine just the way you are..
You are perfect...
The kind of child every parent wish they had...
Being a good child pays...
There will be plenty of fun when you've achieve your dreams.
I love you..
And please.... Stay away from her
Don't let anyone you know go close to her
She's every breath that sticks....
She's an enemy of dreams...

This afternoon, why I was checking my emails, my sister phone rang, she answered.. By the end of her conversation, I was shattered.. My heart seize, I could hardily breath, hearing all the crazy things she had discuss with her friend.. What hurt me most was when she called her self a looser, for the simple reason that she did not go to club, get drunk, smoke, keep late night.. I was frozen on my sit.. Immediately, I demanded to know who just gave her a call.. She was so excited talking about her, she said in her own words " she's my friend, she has a car, she is having lots of fun..God! I wish I was her, she goes to school too, I don't know how she does it, she parties, club, drinking, goes to all kind of hotels, she is too much.. I couldn't believe what I have just heard, I wanted to just hit her on the face.. But I couldn't I realize that this was a very sensitive each, and so, I handled it with more care.. At least I think I did, she made me believe she understood all that I said and how stupid she had being and said she was sorry... These are my thoughts and my prayers is that she says good bye to that friend and continue in her amazing path that has always shine... And shines brighter each passing day.. Thanks for your time.. Please pray for me if you can and I also need God to give me wisdom and direction at this very crucial point in my life.. I never want to go astray.. God help me and help me to be there for my sister and entire family.. Thanks and God bless to you all.. See you in 2 days time..(working)

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      Donaisabella 5 years ago from Fort Myers

      I do not know how your family sees you, God gives us better eyes to look at others with. He helps us see what he sees in them and God has you marked for great things Capedium just stay faithful, true and focused. You are most welcome bro!

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      Capedium 5 years ago from Texas.

      Me!... Honestly... I really wish my family could see me through your eyes.. These words of yours make me want to cry... I didn't fully realize how special I am. Thanks.. From the depth of my hearth again am saying thank you.

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      Donaisabella 5 years ago from Fort Myers

      Hey Capedium, this poem is profound, it has such wonderful advice. When I was reading it, I kept thinking you are becoming quite the sage! I wish this could be put on beautiful paper, put in a lovely frame and hang on the wall of every young person (and even adult), because it is priceless advice. I have prayed for you, your sister and family. My prayer still remains that you will be strong and continue to love. YOu and your sister are going places, you enjoy!

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      Capedium 5 years ago from Texas.

      Am so relieve.. I didn't realize how much I am truly worth.. I really pray she realizes that.. Thanks, you comment means alot to me..

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      Ruby Jean Fuller 5 years ago from Southern Illinois

      Capedium, If your Sister is anything like you, she will listen and feel your love. Many here on Hubpages love and respect you. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care and keep the faith..Hugs...