Some times, people can be stupid ... and I am stupid.
There are lots of things that I did which are out of the blues.
Things that unknowingly to me, was already hurting someone.
I feel guilty - but also feel I am not.
Its a mixed emotions I cannot understand.
Am I crazy? Or simply, a stupid me?
Should I deny this feeling and ignore its resulting shadows?
or should I say sorry for the heart that I did not intend to aggrieved?
It is really stupid, but its one thing but innate.
I do not want to worry for stupid things I done or made.
So no matter how stupid my life seems to be . . .
I DO NOT WORRY - I AM
A view which reminds me of NOT to be stupid
Love the BEACH ... Love the SEA
Love this view. This reminds me of not to be stupid. Of how life can be so troublesome if one is in the middle of the sea. Thus, if we're in the sea floating, no matter how stupid we are. We should not be. Because stupidity might only ruin our lives and worst, kill us.
Just sharing, my friends and I went night swimming in the beach. And yes, I am quite stupid to were dark shirt and short, considering that my skin color ... way blend in the darkness. "Morena" is the term that can describe my skin. aside from that outfit, which by the way is made of cotton, I do not know how to swim. I do not even know how to flow. So i have this improvised life saver (an airbed) with me. to keep me floating.
Unfortunately, the lifesaver started to deflate while i was in the sea. Though my friends are just by reach, i sensed panic and screamed and cried. But just to be a laughing stuff...
Because ... the water is just above my waistline ... even myself ... i cried out of laughter .. and felt stupid ... i am glad, I am alive...