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It Has Been Too Long

Updated on May 31, 2013

Nobody Seems To Notice

There was a time not long ago

I could say words like mom,my mother and even ma

Any day of the week

But unfortunately that is a part of my vocabulary that is gone for good

A half of the year managed to sneak by

Pulling at old memories like a broken guitar string

What's the use if they don't bring back the sound

I once found

Enjoying all the fun that each day could surprise me with

Sharing more than just thoughts on paper

Bringing all my love for one person under a microscope

When there was nothing to be seen by the naked eye

Look a little closer

You were always in my thoughts and my prayers

Being the youngest of four boys

I got the least amount of time

It doesn't seem right

That is life

Unforgiving and blunt

Now I can crumble like a cookie I wish I had eaten sooner

Or choose a better choice

To rejoice

I got to know a woman all my life

That was my mom like it or not

She told me when I was wrong and held her ground

I heard her curse when she was mad

She would bend over backwards to help anyone

Most of all I loved her laugh when she was happy not sad

We had the most fun a mother and son could have

Spending time together doing nothing special and making life just short of incredible

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    • DREAM ON profile imageAUTHOR

      DREAM ON 

      5 years ago

      Gypsy Rose Lee I will always hold a love for my mom so strong I will never let go.Seeing others deal with sadness and sorrow makes me want to love tomorrow even more.Sharing our stories eases the pain for having loved our moms so much it's never to late to replace those sad feelings with happiness and faith.Thanx again for taking the time to read and leave a special comment.

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      Gypsy Rose Lee 

      5 years ago from Riga, Latvia

      Voted up and awesome. Wonderful tribute to you mom. Lovely sentiments. You know there are times when I remember with longing the days when I could talk to my mom and be reassured that all was well with my world. However moms are always watching over us and that is a comfort. Passing this on.

    • DREAM ON profile imageAUTHOR

      DREAM ON 

      5 years ago

      DDE Sharing so many different emotions that define who we are as people.Taking my time to write about my experiences that might shock you.Seeing after you read my story and liked it.I guess there are numerous days that do end well.Thanx so much for being part of it.

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      Devika Primić 

      5 years ago from Dubrovnik, Croatia

      Lovely thoughts here and keep on writing and sharing your feelings here

    • DREAM ON profile imageAUTHOR

      DREAM ON 

      5 years ago

      ladydeonne I appreciate you reading my hub thanx so much.Happy June.

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      Deonne Anderson 

      5 years ago from Florence, SC

      What a fitting tribute to your mom! Beautiful sentiments.

    • DREAM ON profile imageAUTHOR

      DREAM ON 

      5 years ago

      kidscrafts So nice to reminisce what we love and bring back all the good.You said it best We have to enjoy fully the present and never forget to say I love you to those people who make our life so special!Thanx for reading and sharing.

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      kidscrafts 

      5 years ago from Ottawa, Canada

      When you lose someone special like a mom, a dad, a spouse or even a very good friend it's very hard at the beginning because you continue to live like the person is still in this world and when something special happened in the day.... you think .... I have to tell mom, dad, .... and then it's when it hits you again that that special someone is gone and you can't share those special moments.

      Thanks for these lovely words who bring back to me several precious people from the past.

      It also shows that we have to enjoy fully the present and never forget to say I love you to those people who make our life so special!

      Have a special weekend with those who are precious to you!

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