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Just The Way I Feel

Updated on May 19, 2011


You don’t call

You don’t see

You seem to stall

You’re not for me


I thought you cared

I thought you wanted

You’re just scared

You just fronted


I thought you were mine

I thought I was yours

I shoulda seen the signs

Just another closed door


No need to explain

No need to follow

Ive made it through the rain

Always looking for a better tomorrow


Don’t feel bad

Don’t fill my head

Im not mad

No tears to shed


Chalk it up as a loss

Chalk it up as a lesson

Yous the boss

Im not pressen


It was nice while it lasted

It was nice holding you close

Honesty just blasted

I liked the way you flows


Empty words

Broken promises

Pulling heart cords

Lust teases


It’s alright

Its okay

I aint gonna fight

I won’t stay


Catch you around

Catch you again

I was just your rebound

I lay my head amen





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    • michael ely profile image

      michael ely 

      7 years ago from Scotland

      Hi Bella, Yes i haven't been on hubpages much at all in the last few weeks or maybe even couple of months but i'll need to get back into it again!! I read your profile and see that you have a book of your poems out. Great stuff and i wish you every success with that. Cheers. Michael.

    • Teylina profile image


      7 years ago

      I was afraid of that, Bella--too real not be. So sorry. Hope each day is better than the last.

    • ladyjojo profile image


      7 years ago

      You are ever so welcome my dear. He comes in the darkest hour alot of times when we think everyone has forsaken us. Life won't be life without problems that's to make us strong. Here's my shoulder you can lean on me.

      We ought to love each other and help each other carry their burdens to the cross.

      I am only an email away if ever you need encouragement.

      Don't worry GOD WILL MAKE A WAY SOME HOW.

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      Nikki Wicked 

      7 years ago from Louisiana

      I agree with acer. but who said you cant drive the wrong way down that street? and like a Game of chicken the ones that dont hit you head on and just run away like cowards, well those arent worth your time.

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      Teylina, Lol I feel your words and understand that many experience the same kind of issues but no one this time I wrote about myself! Thanks for stopping by.

      Michael, Thanks haven't seen you within in a while!!

      smiles :)


    • michael ely profile image

      michael ely 

      7 years ago from Scotland

      Really like this bella. Great stuff. Michael.

    • Teylina profile image


      7 years ago

      Oh, Bella, what can I say? Beautifully sad. Thank you so much! Which one of us were you writing about? C'mon, gotta throw tiny piece of humor in there. Lovely hub.

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      The Whisper, I thank you for the follow and the whisper in my ear it was so soft spoken and friendly thank you again!!

      Genna, I believe that as well. Too bad to sad cant force love and I am not trying to I see it as it will happen when it will happen :)Thank you ...

      smiles :)


    • Genna East profile image

      Genna East 

      7 years ago from Massachusetts, USA

      I don't think anyone has not felt this way at one point in our lives. The rain passes, and the love of our life appears when we least expect it; often when we are just enjoying what life has to offer -- and sometimes in the rain. He will find you, Bella, of this I am certain. Well done, btw.

    • TheWhisper profile image


      7 years ago from Macomb,MI

      TheWhisper sees great potential in you. Come see my work for inspiration. I will follow you.

      "TheWhisper whispers in your ear."

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      I find it hard to drive on a one way street it is always nice to have two lanes Thanks Acer.

      smiles :)


    • Mentalist acer profile image

      Mentalist acer 

      7 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

      Relationships,a two way street,sometimes with one lane eternally closed for repairs that never come.;)

    • bellawritter23 profile imageAUTHOR

      Erica Sanchez 

      7 years ago from California

      LadyJ, I trust in him and he is the only light I have he is my protector my comforter my light and my shining armor. I have faith that one day maybe he will find me but until that day I will wait in patience and see what the future beholds for this humble soul. Thank you as always you are truly a blessing!!

      Shana, I said it before friend that I again make it through the rain these are all learning experiences that will happen one way or another and I do not doubt what is. I embrace all that is handed and eat it with pleasure I may feel broken today but trust that I will rebuild the next day!! Thank you always for the kind words and guidance!!

      smiles :)


    • shanaya profile image


      7 years ago from Living in my Own Dreams:)

      Dear Bella! Amazing POEM. Lil bit sad but very beautifully written by my LOVELY FRIEND BELLA.:)

      UP so high, BEAUTIFUL, AWESOME.:)



    • ladyjojo profile image


      7 years ago

      nice sad poem bella

      I think somehow in this life we always end up getting hurt it is either by our first love or the last one, which the last can be more detrimental. Nobody wants to go down Rocky lane twice.

      Hope things work out for you

      Bella TRUST GOD with all your heart he can comfort you

      Jojo ;)


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