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Justifying My Pain

Updated on October 6, 2014

Justifying My Pain

Slouched over...

Vodka shots and Coronas...

In a zone centered in four corners...

Speed dial for the coroner...

Caliber to the temple...

Hatred is simple...

I consistently put my faith in the bible but it's hard to justify all the bullshit that I been through...

Bills due and it's hard to make guape...

Every corner you're seeing the cops...

Because these young dudes bring bad news making childish moves...

I sit back contemplate and visualize them grown man toys...

My ambition digest steroids...

I refuse to lose...

Poppin' no doze I refuse snooze...

Most slept on...

In this recession...

My struggle to bubble may be the same ol' song...

Or is it that my timing is wrong...

I'm going without sleep so my days are long...

But I keep the belief...

Sometimes yo it's deep beneath...

I swear to God that I won't retreat...

I got a quota to meet...

And a sky to reach...

And a seed to teach...

Caught charges...

Beat them...

Smarten up...

Now I register heat...

I'm telling you...

This life of mine...

Fighting the time in this state of mind...

Corrupted by crime...

But built with passion...

What's wrong...

What's right...

Where's Christ...

Because I'm living in hell...

Trying to rebel...

But I'm right back like nike straps when all else fails...

In those hard times I was on the block until my pocket swells...

And I know that just won't happen...

Convincing myself to stay dropping poetry fam...

If this is what they call life man...

Then they selected the right man...

Poker face but I'm playing a bad hand...

Hustle to make a quick grand...

Protagonist in these bad lands...

This is the truth I face...

Gazing at my daughter's photo to avoid a possible case...

They expecting me to wild out...

I'm asking God...

Is this what my trials and tribulations about...

Until then...

I'm slouched over...

Vodka shots and Coronas...

In a zone centered in four corners...

Speed dial for the coroner...

Caliber to the temple...

Blaooooow...

I'm still here but I wish life was more simple...


NoV'eD the Novelist


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    • Dustin Haberman profile image

      Dustin Haberman 3 years ago from Dallas, Texas

      you still got it brother

    • Bambi L'Amour profile image

      Chris Von Bliss 3 years ago from Brighton, UK

      So true, it's not wanting to die, it's getting tired of life. Keep it up!

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