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LOST~without YOur Grace

Updated on November 13, 2009

I've have lost you~

Fancy clothes and  faked smiles can never cover the damages inflicted on my soul

For when you leave me alone I sulk on my own and cry out for being un-hole

Damaged beyond repair I once told you we were

And said you’ve played me like a marionette, with no care

As you left, life tied the knots around my wrists

Amused, it  viewed its intricate work of twists

MY universe lingers for your smile up to its core

For thee blessed hands to cure the sore

The essence of your hair replenishes my skin like dew

 Look at my face and hear my heart cry out for you,

I’m Broken and desperate to lift a finger in defense against the enemy

Spellbound by the devil of darkness, of impurity and melancholy

Flesh cuts can mend with time, yet it is the ache and the regret that manifest

Which Feed on the soul, the hope to live, why don’t we put this battle to rest?

My universe screams for the linger of your soothing hand on my shoulder

For you are my one and only soul’s beholder, savor and successor

I miss when the winds kissed my lips through yours

How you were my knight in shining armor on a horse

You have been my only will to live in this treacherous futile land

My sheltered zone when I was vulnerable, my roots, and homeland

And no matter what happens to my body I know a couple of things

My soul bellows out for you, so hear its pleas as the pain sings

“Oh come back to me, I can’t breathe

The soreness burns it simply won’t seize

It feels so empty with out you

I am simply, nothing without you,”


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    • Uriel profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago from Lebanon

      Can't express my gratitude thank you again and again for the support Freya :D btw really nice cat

    • Freya Cesare profile image

      Freya Cesare 

      8 years ago from Borneo Island, Indonesia

      Beautiful, like always. I really enjoy reading your work, Sister. So much pain, but so beautiful. Well done.

    • Uriel profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago from Lebanon

      well appreciated :D my friend

    • brandonfan profile image


      8 years ago from Mid West

      Very heartfelt, Very pretty Uriel.

    • Uriel profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago from Lebanon

      life is a vast well of emotions :D my friend. there is lots to express in this retched land :D but there is goodness some place in this darkness that we have to find and explore. well i guess we have to find something to cling to right? you are they first one to love the images LOL. thanks for the comments!

      PS: i love the pic you have on your calculus hub :D

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      Cris A 

      8 years ago from Manila, Philippines

      where do you get your angst? For someone so young you express yourself with so a wide spectrum of emotions. A fine read yet again. And I'm liking the images, they set the tone for what's to come :D

    • Uriel profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago from Lebanon

      Invictus, thanks for the lovely comment :D It is well appreciated:D

      XTASIS, be careful not to drown the tied a little high this season. Too much emotions which i can't control :D

      thanglynn07 , when it comes to saying those words when it matters, i am a chicken. But when it comes to writing them i have no problem :D I guess i am more of a talker than a doer :D Thanks for the support :D

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      8 years ago from Long Beach, CA

      Oh....this is so heart breaking. I feel your pain...You have such a talent in being expressive with your words. The pictures help emphasize ur words as well. I love this! Really draws the readers into feeling ur pain on a 1st person point of view. Awesome job! What a tear jerker! I hope you can find ur peace dear Uriel...

    • XTASIS profile image


      8 years ago from The Beginning

      DEEP !

    • I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s profile image


      8 years ago

      Oh, wow my heart is so crying.. :( great work!

    • Uriel profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago from Lebanon

      THANKS :D

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      Putz Ballard 

      8 years ago



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