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Living On The Edge of my Heart

Updated on March 31, 2011


I sit on the edge of my bed,

Thinking about these thoughts in my head…

Wondering if any of it will come true…

Telling God; that I give it all to you.

Pieces of my heart on the floor,

To afraid to walk away from the door,

I drag my feet on the ground,

Feel like this world is coming down…

I sink deeper and deeper,

Into myself,

My eyes welt up,

I feel like hell…

To depress to want to live,

If I can’t have him,

Then why should I give…

Hoping that things will come together,

I hold on to the little faith that I have…

God, you are my father….

I need you to grab onto my hand….

Pick me up,

So I can smile again…

Tears run down my face…

Thoughts are being displaced,

Pieces of me slowly dying…

I can’t do this no more,

I’m always on the edge, crying…

My world seems so upside down,

These days I wear a frown…

My world just isn’t the same.

Without you I live in pain.

I sit here on the edge of my bed,

Thoughts of us, running through my head…

Wishing there was something I could do,

But instead I just kill myself with thoughts of you,

Because for now, it’s all I can do…

No matter what happens…

I’ll always love you.

Written by: JLono ©2011


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    • ROMANCER OF LIFE profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Honolulu, Hawaii

      Thank you Cracknutcase! Lol. I love saying cracknutcase haha. But this poem isn't based on my life, it's based on someone very dear to me. I just put myself in her place and allowed myself to feel her pain. Thank you for the kind words.

      God bless you too!


    • Cracknutcase profile image


      7 years ago from India,bangalore

      Heart wrenching words with such intense emotions... I wish things get better for you..

      Beautiful piece of art :)

      God bless you

    • ROMANCER OF LIFE profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Honolulu, Hawaii

      Thank you! I'm so happy that you enjoyed it.

    • Brown-eyed-girl profile image


      7 years ago

      A beautiful poem. I really enjoyed it.


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