March 11, 2010
Today, I really feel empty. No matter where I look at. Wherever I go. I looked at myself on the mirror. But still, I see no one. Not even a reflection of myself. Everything is dark. Very dark. . .
There's only one thing sure - I can feel it. I really do. There's a warm liquid flowing on my cheeks. For reasons unknown.
Hoping that by tomorrow, I can find the answers to why I am this way - so empty - so sad - so lonely.
June 29, 2011
Its been almost a month since i started this hub lonely soul. These are during those years wherein I feel so sorry about my self and sad that my former boyfriend broke up with me. After that, now I can say "I Fully RECOVERED" and that without hatred inside. AND NOW. I am happy. Well, I still fell that emptiness, once in a while. But I got lots of friends who fills that emptiness. AND I AM GLAD.
Now, I am enjoying my life ... enjoying singleness to the max. Going lots of thins to enjoy life while I am still young and do not have that much responsibilities once I enter the married life.
What are the things that makes me happy now?
First, it is my work. Currently, I am a clerk in a local company and enjoying every details of tasks assigned to me no matter how hard these tasks can be. Not because these requires analytical skills, these, are routinary that never ends ... files files and files ,,, though I do not get over with these files because there will always be in and out of documents, i enjoy the fact that my boss entrust me these files ... the trust, something worth to keep.
Second, my second job. My sideline. Extra-income and yes... I love it. I just hope I can earn passive income here in Hubpages. Unfotunately, i Got troubles associating my Adsense account to HUbpAges. Well, I will get into that and understand what went wrong. I hope one day, my hubpage account will earn me pennies. :)
Third, my family. I have a new nephew. And he is turning one year old by July. So exited about that.
Fourth, my friends and every one and everything around me... why did I say do... It is so simple, because, as much as possible, i do not entertain negative thoughts. I am optimistic.
Think positive thoughts always and be happy.
March 12, 2010
A loser's attitude -
Thats what I feel.
From being empty and sad.
I feel like a loser.
A big loser in life.
No place to go.
No one to be with.
So sad. So lonely. So empty.