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Lonely Soul

Updated on June 29, 2011


March 11, 2010

Today, I really feel empty. No matter where I look at. Wherever I go. I looked at myself on the mirror. But still, I see no one. Not even a reflection of myself. Everything is dark. Very dark. . .

There's only one thing sure - I can feel it. I really do. There's a warm liquid flowing on my cheeks. For reasons unknown.

Hoping that by tomorrow, I can find the answers to why I am this way - so empty - so sad - so lonely.


June 29, 2011

Its been almost a month since i started this hub lonely soul. These are during those years wherein I feel so sorry about my self and sad that my former boyfriend broke up with me. After that, now I can say "I Fully RECOVERED" and that without hatred inside. AND NOW. I am happy. Well, I still fell that emptiness, once in a while. But I got lots of friends who fills that emptiness. AND I AM GLAD.


Now, I am enjoying my life ... enjoying singleness to the max. Going lots of thins to enjoy life while I am still young and do not have that much responsibilities once I enter the married life.

What are the things that makes me happy now?

First, it is my work. Currently, I am a clerk in a local company and enjoying every details of tasks assigned to me no matter how hard these tasks can be. Not because these requires analytical skills, these, are routinary that never ends ... files files and files ,,, though I do not get over with these files because there will always be in and out of documents, i enjoy the fact that my boss entrust me these files ... the trust, something worth to keep.


Second, my second job. My sideline. Extra-income and yes... I love it. I just hope I can earn passive income here in Hubpages. Unfotunately, i Got troubles associating my Adsense account to HUbpAges. Well, I will get into that and understand what went wrong. I hope one day, my hubpage account will earn me pennies. :)

Third, my family. I have a new nephew. And he is turning one year old by July. So exited about that.

Fourth, my friends and every one and everything around me... why did I say do... It is so simple, because, as much as possible, i do not entertain negative thoughts. I am optimistic.

Think positive thoughts always and be happy.




March 12, 2010

A loser's attitude -

Thats what I feel.

From being empty and sad.

I feel like a loser.

A big loser in life.

No place to go.

No one to be with.

So sad. So lonely. So empty.

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    • H.C Porter profile image

      Holly 

      8 years ago from Lone Star State

      Nicely Written, but very sad. I hope that you have had many happy more optimistic days since writing this- no life is a waste-nor are you a loser...

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      Justine76 

      8 years ago

      You are not a looser if you feel lonely, your human. Everyone needs to feel loved. Im sorry your so sad right now, but this was a good poem. I can relate to this.. "I looked at myself on the mirror. But still, I see no one. Not even a reflection of myself. Everything is dark. Very dark. . ." I hope that writing this helps some, and your not alone.

    • stars439 profile image

      stars439 

      8 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

      Beautiful poem and hub from and all time winner. God Bless you. You are blessed with so many precious gifts from God.

    • heart4theword profile image

      heart4theword 

      8 years ago from hub

      I can relate, change in routine this last week, and I was sad and lonely too. As the days passed, I am getting closer, for things to be back to normal for me. I am thankful, I have faithful friends to encourage me, to keep my chin up, and look to God:) Poems were very heartfelt, I think we all have been in this place one time or another!

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      fishtiger58 

      8 years ago from Momence, Illinois

      a very sad poem I hope you are feeling better soon.

    • breakfastpop profile image

      breakfastpop 

      8 years ago

      So sad. I hope this came from your imagination and not your soul.

    • Stevennix2001 profile image

      Steven Escareno 

      8 years ago

      wow, that's a very sad poem. i hope that doesn't reflect your present life right now. if it does, then i'm truly sorry to hear that. you always seemed like such a nice person, so i hope nothing but the best for you. anyway, i also love the contrast between the sad poetry and the happy face you posted along with it.

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