Looking Behind My Shoulder
So this is it
It's been awhile since I wrote something down,
my mind, my soul, have been finally found,
jumped to my old poems, fell to the ground,
mending my old wounds, my feelings compound,
And all I picture when I read these things,
is a younger me crying on the swings,
just rekindled the feeling of what it all brings,
Memories of every single one of her poisonous stings,
But,
I shouldn't be so quick to blame, the fault was my own,
Reasons I fell, originated from a crush full blown,
I've realized it's ok, I'm fully aware and it's shown,
Like the Dark Knight rose, I'm alive yet unknown,
I comprehend the situation I was in,
I know that it's all better now,
Let's hope I love,
Let's hope I live,
It's funny, I feel better but how....?