Loving The Unlovable
Lost.. Alone.. Pressured.. Jaded.
Tired of giving up.. So humiliated.
Each day's a mess, never did like it much
Always at the end of the line never been in the top notch.
A laughing stock.. A Shameful little girl lost in the wild,
Blank stares.. Poker faces.. No idea where to hide.
Receiving things I don't deserve, but I deserve what I don't receive..
If I had the chance, I'll never look back, just be gone and leave.
Hating what I love, loving what I hate..
Nothing will change, this is my fate..