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MY HEART- Bleeding in pain

Updated on September 2, 2011

First I had pain in my heart,

Now I had pain of loosing it,

First I had never thought of,

Now i afraid to think of it,

First my breathe often stops,

Now I live stopped in it,

First I had some remembrance,

Now I live sinked in it.

Is it an essence of that Garden, or I am living within,

Is it happiness of that Glow, or I am smiling within.

First I had pain in my heart, Now I had pain of loosing it,

First my heart was empty often,

Now I am empty of it,

First was my mistake I did,

Now every take of life, I miss it,

First I use to see the picture,

Now I am a still picture of it,

First I could do some labour,

Now I bypass always trying it.

Is it the desire to see my love, or I am waiting within,

Is it the tears of that eye, or I am crying within.

First I had pain in my heart, Now I had pain of loosing it,

First I had asked for closeness,

Now every distance is close to it,

First I never addressed Love,

Now my address, I lost it,

First my condition got worst,

Now to every condition, I worsen it,

First my hearty rate hiked often,

Now I am alive only on it,

Am I the painful outcome of this Heart, or this world is making within,

Do people think me as mad, or I forget to follow the rules within.

First I had pain in my heart, Now I had pain of loosing it,


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    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      3 years ago from JABALPUR

      thnx taron

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      4 years ago

      It's a joy to find sooenme who can think like that

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      6 years ago

      ~i am a bleeding heart myself, i don't know when i can recover, your poem it touches my body and soul,tears in my eyes,pain in my heart,life is so difficult, true and pure love are hard to find.

      ~i was so lost, i need comfort, i found your site accidentally....and this is the beginning, please allow me to follow you,to ease my bleeding heart, thank you.

    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      6 years ago from JABALPUR

      not only u every one of us who is a heartful person by pass this stage

      the main thing is just not to stick to it..its only a lesson my a book

    • vector7 profile image


      6 years ago

      This sounds like me...

      I don't know what else to say.

    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      6 years ago from JABALPUR

      PENOFONE THANKS AGAIN FOR COMMENTING...ITS LONG BACK WRITTEN POEM NOT OF MY SPIRITUAL DAYS... yet this pin is not bleeding th eblood its bleeding my dirt...plz do read my poem when i cried out you will get the answer

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      Anish Patel 

      6 years ago

      I don't think you know what kindles the heart and mind to venture towards the concept of love. Does it hurt to bleed altruisms in the factness of the poem?

      I don't understand. Plz explain.

    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      6 years ago from JABALPUR

      michael i am looking forward to read ur poems...and thanks a lot to come to my page

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      6 years ago from Pueblo, Colorado

      This one is very nice also. I really like your style. You must read my poetry you will like it .I will follow you and read more.


    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from JABALPUR

      ah to fond of that pic...who made it can u tell me..thanks for ur comment

    • jfay2011 profile image


      7 years ago

      very beautiful poem. I also love the picture of the angel. I've seen that picture by that artist before. Her work is gorgeous

    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from JABALPUR

      Astra..... u are absolutely right that it happens that we fall here.but this can be altered by the same process as was being happened in innocence to our mind.

      for more details of how to get ur mind back read my hub on mind, and you could be benefited out of it.

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      Cathy Nerujen 

      7 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

      When we experience something beautiful, and we miss it, we feel a pain in that garden of Love, Want and Desire... we can never go back to our old selves after...

    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from JABALPUR

      blaise you are very loving and heart touching that's why my poem made an effect in you.

      thank you very much

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      Fehl Dungo 

      7 years ago from close to you...

      I love your's as though I'm losing my breath on every line. :)

      Just amazing. Pressing all the tabs ;)

    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from JABALPUR

      welcome ahorseback..that strongest seat driver

      thanks for ur fan mail and comments

      But i just request you to read all the philosophic hubs i had wrote and i am sure it will help u in finding the permanent happiness

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      7 years ago

      Wow , there is something so intense here !I must follow you too!......:-}

    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from JABALPUR


      great u have found a link..

      that means u are also in love at any time of ur life followed be similar feelings..

      when we are in love we must have the deep desire to love to the last makes us sound and strong in love irrespective of its achievement.

      i am blessed to have and then poet it out ..

      thanks for ur comment MAMA........

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      7 years ago from Upstate NY

      Do people think me as mad, or I forget to follow the rules within.

      This line is brilliant! Love all of it.. but I REALLY connected with this line. The love game is maddening sometimes.. I know!

    • moneycop profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from JABALPUR

      Yes anupma...first thanks! for ur valuable comment...and yes u r ryt.....i was also rejected..but now i enjoy this rejection as it made me a good thinker and writer. Not only this i now knew the deepness of love...when she lacked then. But i am sure that now if she accepts me she will gain a lot. But to her pity her ego will not allow, and God had chosen her bcoz he knew we both will never match, but i have no questions or guilty at it.Now i have learned the proper way and source of love.

      I feel You too very close to these feelings. Actually broken heart cant write. This heart is broken and it accepts this brockage happily and so he become constructive.

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      Dr Anupma Srivastava 

      7 years ago from India

      Awesome......... very very beautiful and expressive poem. very beautifully elaborate the difference between when we fall in love and when the same heart breaks. I think that your words are the words of every broken heart. I do not know whether you experience it or just a spontaneous feeling of your heart. Whatever but it is too great... Usually if the same thing happens to a person, he or she starts desolating herself from everybody or go in depression. But only a few people are there who gives words to their voice.

      I read so many poems and it is proved that a broken heart can write better poems or express himself in a better way. You know W.B. Yeats, a great poet of English literature, wrote if Maude Gonne (He proposed his beloved Maud Gonne so many times and she always rejected him)accepted my proposal, then I wont be what I am.

      So, a broken heart can write more heart touching poems. Anyway keep it up.


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