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Midway love life story

Updated on May 16, 2019

I want to become a writer for love

Victor Hugo was a great writer, and writer like him have a lot of follower, so any one would like to be like him and be popular like him. Here I am not saying that I wish I could be like him. I wish only that I could be just a simple writer.
Victor Hugo was a great writer, and writer like him have a lot of follower, so any one would like to be like him and be popular like him. Here I am not saying that I wish I could be like him. I wish only that I could be just a simple writer.

This is my unwanted life love story

My heart pains for you my darling because I love you and when I think of you my heart cries I love you my darling. No matter how old you are, when you fall on love your heart will let you know the joys of love or the pains of love.
My heart pains for you my darling because I love you and when I think of you my heart cries I love you my darling. No matter how old you are, when you fall on love your heart will let you know the joys of love or the pains of love. | Source

Wanting to become a writer for love

Welcome to my article (19), midway unwanted love story

Dear readers, this article is another event that has happened to me, so, it is part of my life story, even though we can say that it is more like a psychological event than a real-life event, now let me explain my position.

We know that to succeed and do anything well, we must be prepared to do it the way it is supposed to be done. So, if we want to achieve a certain goal during our lives, we must be prepared. Now, if we have been lucky when we were young, and we had a good education, then during our lives we should be able to do whatever we want easily. Therefore, any person that has been lucky and has been trained when they were young, he/she is a lucky person indeed, because whatsoever that person wants to achieve in their lives will be easy.

But there are people that did not have the chance to learn these things when they were young, so, they are in a dreadful position, and this is just what has happened to me. Anyhow, today for my own personal reasons I would like to become a writer. You see I have a dream of becoming a writer in my old age and write many things including my own painful love story that never happened, because I was not well prepared to reach her heart, so, I have started to dream to become a writer, in the hope of being able to reach her heart.

Now because I have not been trained, my dream of becoming a writer will be harder, so, I must try my best hoping that somehow I will be able to reach my goal, this is one of the reasons why I am writing the story of my life. You see; sometimes all these love emotions that we experience during our lives, they become so crowded that we can say that it is a psychological game that we play during our lives, which can be even painful, depending on the way that we feel affected.

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Our emotional minds are affected from love

Our mind is where all this emotional things happen, and through our love experiences we may feel happiness or pains, in this case of unwanted love, pains are the dominant part that we feel, some of us say that it is our heart that feels this pains.
Our mind is where all this emotional things happen, and through our love experiences we may feel happiness or pains, in this case of unwanted love, pains are the dominant part that we feel, some of us say that it is our heart that feels this pains. | Source

Psychological pains of unwanted love

Dear readers, this is a personal and painful love story; but I would like to ask you if you believe that love exists. You see, being in love with one of the opposite sex, it is supposed to be the most beautiful and natural thing in the world, because from this sort of love that we feel with one another, one day another human being is going to be born, so, I suppose that nothing can be more natural than that, but love emotions have many twists and they show in many ways, so, everyone of us has had some experience with that, but let me tell you, sometimes those love feelings instead of bringing happiness and love, they bring pain and bitterness, so, I want to tell you what happened, in my unwanted midway love story.

This Midway love story is a psychological and painful story of my life, which I am going to write here, because it is part of my life. I have chosen to write them here, because people fall in love during their lives, they do fall in love when they are young and even when they are old, but this love story is a midway happening.

You see, what we are talking here are these psychological love things that happen to us, and they are those things that have accumulated within our system and they will drive us to do unusual things, even if they seem wrong to do at the time; here I want to become a write for love, because I am being driven to do it. If you want a better explanation you can read this article, God works in mysterious ways, where I am writing some of my love problems, this article will try to explain better, why I want to become a writer and write about, my unwanted love story.

Heartbroken love story

This is my unwanted love story, so I feel that my heart is broken because you don't love me, but in my despair I want to try anything to reach your heart; Dear me, dear me, dear me, how I love you my darling; And then I start to cry, how I love you.
This is my unwanted love story, so I feel that my heart is broken because you don't love me, but in my despair I want to try anything to reach your heart; Dear me, dear me, dear me, how I love you my darling; And then I start to cry, how I love you. | Source

This is my unwanted love story

Dear reader whoever you may be, I know that I have said that I am going to tell you the story of my life here in Hub Pages, but because of my lack of training as a writer, I am going around in circles to get ready for the real story to begin. So, I hope you understand my position, I want also to tell you that when I first started to write the story of my life, I felt as if I was going back to school to learn how to become a better writer.

Now that I have explained that let me introduce myself, because I believe that I have not done that: My name is Frank Menchise and I am a simple bloke, and here I want to welcome you to read my life story, my unwanted love story and the ‘Observation of my life; but as I have already mentioned above do not expect my writings to be well written because I have not been trained to be a writer, and I am not even a native of the English language, therefore, I am only a try hard writer that wants to say something about my own life and love life, because my unwanted love happening has pushed me to write about it.

I need to say that, even knowing that I am not a good writer, I have come to this resolution, and I wish to write my own life stories and the observations of life in English and then publish them on the Internet. I want and I need to write my life story because, I need to improve my knowledge of the English language, and by writing my life observations I will have the opportunity of reaching a higher standard of knowledge of the English language, which I would not achieve in any other way at my present advanced age.

So, for the present time, I can only hope that my writings will be clear enough for somebody to read and understand them, and that the readers would accept my writings just the way that I have been able to write them, because I am writing this to become a better writer, because this love force within me drives me to do it anyhow.

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Wanting to become a modern story writer

The computer has made it easy for me to write what is on my mind even if sometimes there are problems of privacy. Anyhow now let me start telling you the story of my life, and a bit of my unwanted love story,
The computer has made it easy for me to write what is on my mind even if sometimes there are problems of privacy. Anyhow now let me start telling you the story of my life, and a bit of my unwanted love story,

My life observation on love

Life observation on love and wanting to become a writer

During my life I have observed what was happening around me, and I believe that there are a lot of other people that are doing the same thing. So, we can say that observing is a way of life that everybody does, because we can’t help it. Since it is important to know what’s happening around yourself in order to survive. And in doing so we can’t help to make our own life observations about other things, and about life itself, and how life affects oneself and the others around the self, everybody must observe what’s going on around themselves, even if one lives a simple life like I have done myself in the past.

Therefore, I have made my own observations during my life, and most of my observations are ordinary observations. But during my life, there has been one of my observations of life that took me by surprise, and I was shocked by it very much, not only at the time when it happened, but also for a very long time afterward, and that event is one of the most important observations of my life, it is actually going to be the event that I will be writing in my observations’ writings and in my Mankind Dreamland, now if you read this hub and the following hub, there is a good explanation about my love dreams.

I must say, that this life event that I am talking about, it has happened to me past middle age, at a time when I was assuming that because of my mature age nothing would shock me, or even surprise me. But this happening did really take me by surprise, and I was upset very much, therefore, I happen to have learned from this event a great deal about human nature, which I didn’t know before, and this human experience has made me change some of my views, about life and about love. And because of this rare event of my life, now I believe that, when one falls in love everything has a different meaning.

As I have said and I am saying now; I cannot talk or even write about this event openly for personal reasons, therefore, what I am going to write here will be written in an impersonal way. So, there may be times in our life, when we human beings will go crazy about somebody or something, and we will desire to have this something so much that we will try to do anything to reach out for it, to make it our own.

So, at that moment of life when this happens: We will feel that we want to reach out and do whatever we must do without sparing any efforts, and we hope so much to succeed in our attempt, believing that it will make ourselves feel better in the end, if we succeed to reach our goal. We must do it, because the desire of getting whatever we want so much is so great that we can’t escape it, and even if our reasoning mind tells us that what we are doing is not right, we will keep doing it anyhow. Because, we will be driven from the inborn human nature that’s within us.

Therefore, even if we want to stop doing it, we cannot stop it, because our inborn human nature will override all our objections. And that’s what happens in real life, and it has happened to me.

Driven by this inner force of love, as I have been driven during my life; we will try to do our utmost to do something better than we have ever done before, so that we can reach the goal that we have in mind, because our inner self drive will not let us go.

So, there are times during our life when we want to do what we want to do, and do something that may set us up to a higher standard, where we have never been before. And we hope that by doing so, the interested person that we love and wants to reach, would take notice of such achievements. Therefore, we start to dream about what we can do, to achieve our dream of success, in the hope of impressing the other party and succeed to reach her heart.

All these love feelings with no love happenings have pushed me to write for myself only, because I was forced to write in the hope that through writing I would be able to reach her heart.

Wanting to write for yourself only

Usually any writer writes because he wants people to read his own writings: But in my case when I started to write it was different, because I didn’t want anybody to read them, because they were written for a special person. And since this special person could not read them, because they were being written on our home computer, I didn’t want anybody to read them, and even less from any member of my family. So, instead of inviting readers to read my writings, I had to try to turn them away. Here we may ask. Why do you write it, if you don’t want anybody to read it?

Well, here I want to point it out to you, that my love dream has made me write a lot about my love feelings, and even though they were only painful love feelings, I had to keep writing them: so that I could keep dreaming about my love and not despair, and while I was writing and dreaming I felt that I was trying to prepare myself for the future, so, I was hoping that there was a future for me with this special person. But it never happened, and my dream of love remains only a dream.

Having finally realized that my love dream would never become true, I found that I could not forget about my love dream writings, because they were and are a part of myself, and therefore I could never willingly destroy them. So, I have been thinking of finding a way how to save them, and this is what I am trying to do just now. I have also to say that I have been able to write about my love dream, or dreams, because we have a computer nowadays, and therefore, it is a lot easier for me to write on the computer, and the computer allows me to store my writings in it. And because I have been able to write on the computer, whenever I could and the computer allows me to correct or change my writings, so, I have been able to write. But if these events had happened in the past when there was no computer, then I would not have been able to write anything at all.

I need to point out that the computer has made it easy for me to write what’s on my mind, but it has got a problem with privacy. That’s why I have written what I have written above only, when I could have said even more. Anyhow, I believe that this article is becoming too long. So, see you with my next article, where I am going to write about; Farming today compared to the old way, in this article while we are trying to compare the ways of farming, we will also be able to compare how we live today and how we lived in the old time, and the great difference of life style that we have today, in a way this article links the old way of living with our new way, see you later.

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