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Mistake of Betrayal

Updated on February 23, 2013

Betrayal of the one you love


The tone of my phone starts to ring


It's 1 in the morning and someone is disturbing my sleep


As he looks over


His face turns to anger


And he began to question me


I don’t answer cause in my head


I already have a clue of who it could be


So I tell him it's an anonymous call


While he starts to dose off


I sneak out and close the door behind


Walking quietly into the hall



"Where are you" the voice on the other line speaks


Hold on a minute


As I take a peek


I have to call you in the morning okay


Make sure you answer


I love you I say



Wake up there he is lying next to me


All I could think is how he is just so naive


He can see me lying through my teeth


But yet he decides it’s alright


Therefore I continue to deceive


I can see his reflection in the mirror when he washes his face


As if he's trying to wash off the knowing of me being with another man


In his home, in his place


The thought of another man eating off his plates


He turns to me with such disgrace



Now here I am giving my time to this other man who can't fully have me as his own


And the fact that when I want to leave


He has no one, he's alone


Could that be the reason that he is so attach


Like a bird that cant hatch


So he refuses to let go of me


And so even if I wanted to


I couldn't turn back



Back the hands of time


If only I'd realized


Here I have a man


Who is very much in love with I


But yet I’m here with this other guy


Who now I've made lifelong ties


Caught between two men


Breaking their hearts


Playing with their lives



I’m breaking down into pieces


This wasn't my intent at all


You have got to believe me





I can smell the hurt


What have I done?


I served up this man's world


Should’ve been the woman he needed


Perhaps stick to being a one man kind of girl



What was I confused


Was i lost?


Or really seduced


While this man felt used


But at the time I felt I had nothing to lose


Just to tell you the truth



Yes, I know what I did can’t be excused


But If I only I knew


That I would regret this and it would leave a reputation


Not to be trusted! With what I say or what I do


Oh, I have to tell him; I certainly have to



I have to let one man know I can’t continue this secret relation


I’m hesitant of this


My adrenaline is running high; I’m getting quite frustrated


I’m nervous, sitting here contemplating


I can see that he will not be at ease


But I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to-just please


Just please understand, you see


Then I have the other man that is my partner, my love, my friend


Silly ole’ me


This can never happen again



I want to tell them both but I’m having difficulty thinking straight


This will only blow into a mess


Therefore I’m thinking maybe I should wait


The truth will eventually come


But not in this way


So it's probably best I keep my mouth shut


Postpone the truth to a later date



Now we all we had is fake


All because I cheated and betrayed


But it was certainly just a mistake


That I never should have made





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