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My Bleeding Heart---Breaks

Updated on August 11, 2012


Within these past few weeks, I do not feel loved. My chest tighten, short of breath, headache, heartache....the pain has weaken me and has controlled me emotionally. I lived within my inner shadow, dark clouds I sheltered within...trapped in a storm with me, myself, and I. My boyfriend and I of eight years ended our relationship and it wasn’t because of finance but because of trust. I have builds lots of trust with him to the moment where he broken that trust with someone else. I am feeling miserable right now...sometime I want to end this pain with death but it’s not worth it. I am going to move on somehow. I need strength at the moment....



Glass tip it break---heart does too


.....my heart breaks---sounds of my heart beat fade


Bleed inside...flooded in pain...drown alive...me, myself, and I


-----I’m pained









Alone---without him beside


Restless every night


----part of me has completely extinct


------------life is not worthwhile---echo in my mind


Didn’t he heard my cries---my scream echo throughout


My painful cries shook the world within me


..........................I’m broken deeply inside


------I’m dying alive



Confusion---nailed heart


Poison inside---intoxicated feeling


-------I lost


---------I lose



I give up---I sacrifice for his happiness


I’ll be the one to walk away


------God bless him and be there for him


------------times will heal----my bleeding heart




God......................


Please help ease this pain


I know I’m strong---but I break


I’m stoned....



Send me a strong wind and blow me far away


-----Lift me off my feet---take me to the place where I’m pained free


----------My bleeding heart---breaks------


I want to escape---from all pain and agony---help me close my eyes---to I rest in peace


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      Gypsy Rose Lee 5 years ago from Riga, Latvia

      Hearts take time to heal. The most important thing is look toward the Lord for strength think positively and never look back.

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      Jim Higgins 5 years ago from Eugene, Oregon

      You have a great attitude and nuch talent, Hearts heal, mine has more than once. Here's to new love when the time comes.

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      Eric Dierker 5 years ago from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A.

      I wonder just how many millions have felt your despair. No it is not nice to suggest your pain is just the same. But what I mean is that you have a deep connection with those who have felt similar feelings, not just now but forever. I wonder who you have touched right now by sharing your feelings. I assume many. And even I have been touched and feel your pain. Even in such a time of misery, you have leaned to touch even a wretched soul such as mine. You have a lot still to do so get well soon.

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      chanroth 5 years ago from California, USA

      Hi Joyce, thank you so much for reading, commenting, and voting. Healing takes time and I know I will soon abandon this moment of agony and move on. I'm torn...but I don't want to miss out...there is always light...I have to keep strong. Thank you....

      Lots of love

      Chanroth

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      Joyce Haragsim 5 years ago from Southern Nevada

      I for one wish you to heal fast. You wrote a truly heartfelt poem.

      Tears help you to heal.

      Voted up and awesome, Joyce.