My First Poem, 4 Years Ago
I don't plan to sit here and rhyme, relive, and tell you how I lived
Believe me I'm trying to change
To grow, to be nice.
But besides the fact you know all that I just wanted to tell you
What's on my mind, nothing mythodical, physilogical, or psychological
Just words from the kind.
I miss seeing you around town, I mean I've looked all around.
How are you? Are you ok? What else can I say?..
Seeing you kills me, knowing earlyer in life it was another way
Hey wait dear
-Do you have a moment to stay?
I saw that guy you were with the other day
The one with the slicked back hair
Glasses? Yeah I know you know his ways.
I don't mean to get inbetween but.. is he good to you? Does he make
You laugh, smile and help you through
Your painful life?
I hope he does babe, I mean I just hate to see you cry, and that
Onetime with the knife?
- It still haunts me, and will for life.
I know we ended badly, I live with it everyday..
But I know why you left
Even I wouldn't of stayed.
Now don't give me that word... I know what your thinking, but it's
Time for my say
I know you don't care! But darling I'm sinking.
I loved you babe
But now it's not the same.
I've been bottleing this inside, taking it in stride
-But it's been taking me for a ride.
I'm sorry for what I did
I don't even know what that was
But I don't dare to think about it because..
Now I know what I lost.
I lost you
Like a whisper in the wind.
...But I'll be there till the end...?
Ok ok I know, you have to go
-maybe I'll catch you around?..
Even after all you put me through..
-I love you