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My Karma To Love You

Updated on December 2, 2011


Is it too much for a woman to say

“Good morning”

Is it too much for a woman to say

“I love you”

Is it too much to show love, to give love

And if I know love hurt so much, I would not love at all


The power of my heart lost its electrolyte

The energy of my heart beat slows down

My breathing gets shallow sometime now

And my heart ache like a poison knife pierces my heart

Tears form my eyes but I never let you see

I stay in silent; mute


Hunger for the warmest soft voice of yours

But no longer has it been heard

You turn away and ignore; it hurts more

And if I know love hurt so much, I would not love at all

And if you’re the last man living on earth

I will always love you, even though it hurt


My heart is little and so am I

But love, honesty, compassionate, and trustworthy

Is what make my small heart big

And if I shed many tears because of you

I rather do because it’s my destiny

My karma to be with you


I know other can see this as insanity

Woman rights will be said

Divorce...

But love has its power

Sometime it is strong

That letting go can’t be the right choice for some woman like me

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      chanroth 6 years ago from California, USA

      Hi epigramman, how are you? Its been a long time! Thank you for dropping by and commenting! I appreciate it!

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      epigramman 6 years ago

      ...this is so beautiful and honest and sincere - it comes straight from your pure heart and in a noble gesture on my part I will post this wonderous piece by you to my Facebook page with a direct link back here - lake erie time ontario canada 10:49pm

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      chanroth 6 years ago from California, USA

      Hi Ruby, thank you!

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      Ruby Jean Richert 6 years ago from Southern Illinois

      So many people are hurt in bad relationships, me included. Walking away was the best for me...Great poem..

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      chanroth 6 years ago from California, USA

      Hi Gypsy, thank you. I totally agree with you!

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      Gypsy Rose Lee 6 years ago from Riga, Latvia

      Yeah, you gotta be careful. If you let it love can kill you. Great expressive poem.

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      chanroth 6 years ago from California, USA

      I'm sorry you have to go through something like this. You are such a beautiful woman and shouldn't be treated like that at all. You are right, we cant evade such circumstances. In my current relationship, never did I say, "No tears in my eyes" there was plenty of tears in my relationship. I know a lot of friends and relative that was in an abuse relationship. Not a lot of women are strong enough to buckled up and leave like you. If I was in that position, I do not know what to do to be honest.

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      raciniwa 6 years ago from Naga City, Cebu

      we can't really evade such circumstances in life...i do had an abusive husband, but i buckled, so i left him...it came to a point where i could not stand it anymore...i was in a knife point...he tried to kill me...sigh...

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      chanroth 6 years ago from California, USA

      Hi Raciniwa, yeah I know...it does hurt. My friend describe that kind of love to me this morning and I totally got me a new poem! I felt so broken after writing it...

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      raciniwa 6 years ago from Naga City, Cebu

      ouch, it hurts to love someone intensely...and yes, divorce is not an option...it's really a choice to go on loving despite the fact that the love you give is unrequited...

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