My Karma To Love You

Is it too much for a woman to say

“Good morning”

Is it too much for a woman to say

“I love you”

Is it too much to show love, to give love

And if I know love hurt so much, I would not love at all

The power of my heart lost its electrolyte

The energy of my heart beat slows down

My breathing gets shallow sometime now

And my heart ache like a poison knife pierces my heart

Tears form my eyes but I never let you see

I stay in silent; mute

Hunger for the warmest soft voice of yours

But no longer has it been heard

You turn away and ignore; it hurts more

And if I know love hurt so much, I would not love at all

And if you’re the last man living on earth

I will always love you, even though it hurt

My heart is little and so am I

But love, honesty, compassionate, and trustworthy

Is what make my small heart big

And if I shed many tears because of you

I rather do because it’s my destiny

My karma to be with you

I know other can see this as insanity

Woman rights will be said

Divorce...

But love has its power

Sometime it is strong

That letting go can’t be the right choice for some woman like me