Anger from Within
by Jeb Bensing
I am frustrated,
I am Bent,
Don’t know why my anger is Devil sent.
I am not innocent,
I am no saint,
Passing my anger to her every day,
Even though there never was intent.
She is a part of my soul!
It’s expressed every day,
Even though my anger taints her in every way.
She doesn’t know why this must be,
It’s just a part of me.
Why do I continue to be;
Angry! – Explosive! – Opinionated!
Never realizing the mirror image of me,
The one who stands on the outside and can see.
The little eyes who tries to comprehend,
Why her Daddy is angry from beginning to end.
She is the true victim.
We are connected in every way.
Growing together day to day.
Learning how to coup with loss,
Realizing more is gained.
We just have to see,
Let things be,
I have to let her know,
The anger belongs to me.
I have to cast it all away.
Never forget but,
Let it stay,
Knowing there are now better days.
My spirit is intertwined to the ones I love.
The soul is nourished from everyone.
She has to know that I am a better Dad.
I must begin to truly understand,
I am loved and do have,
A better life than the one I had.
- My Soul
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