My Self-Prediction for 2012

It's 5:33 p.m. of December 31, 2011 here in San Fernando, Pampanga, Philippines. Alone in my bedroom; my daughter and her husband with their two babies, girl 2 years and 8 months old, and the baby boy, 5 months young, along with the nanny Joy; together, they left this morning to celebrate the New Year 2012 tonight in Angles City, in the house of her mother-in-law.

Not that they did not insist to take me with them, but I have a very good reason to choose to stay; I am expecting my husband Greg, who is in the other end of the world, to celebrate the New Year with me on-line at 12:00 midnight, tonight.

I know that the whole situation is so frustrating both for me and Greg because we both expected to have spent Christmas 2011 and New Year 2012 together; but only God's intervention could have made it possible, governments and bureaucracy prevail in our case.

Any way, what can I do but to tell myself that perhaps there is a higher purpose for this prolonged waiting period and the disappointments. I can only appreciate my life, that I am still healthy and alive, plus; I can dream, can't I? It's free!

While everybody is serious writing about their goals and how they are going to achieve them realistically, mine here is also "real" but that can only exist in my own head.

Everything here is a fantasy, naturally everything would be disgustingly impossible, no, an illusion and delusion that can only happen in "Never Land", if this place even exists.

Humour me; Self-Prediction 2012 of Jenny, a monthly forecast;

Birth January; My family, son, Rey Lamurin, 35, CEO and Sole Owner of Pixelwise, an IT and Systems Analyst Group, Makati, Philippines; and granddaughter, Rhenzl, 16 and freshman College taking Architecture in Far Eastern University, Manila; twins grandson Rhon Caezar and granddaughter Rhae Cezille, 11 years old with my daughter and her young family come to celebrate with me my 57th birthday on January 10, 2012, in Fortune Restaurant, Angeles City. This is the highlight for this month.

Romance February...Celebrating the 14th, not just Valentine's Day, this is the first day I met Greg in person, in the airport. It was 12:00 midnight of February 14, 2011 when we finally hug each other in person and with such excitement. Greg is back again this year and we renew our vows; "To love and to cherish and to be loyal to each other till death do us part." We have dinner in Bale Capampangan...and more celebrations.

Relief March...Receive a "good news(?)" All court hearing schedules are aborted because the inevitable happens, the death certificate of Louie (fictional name) is now authenticated.

Busy April...Documents are now approved both in Greg's and my end.

Achievement May... All legal documents are finalized.

Bride(again) June...Greg comes back, spends 15 days here before we both finally take off to the U.S.

Homely July...Study and learn a lot in my new domicile.

Discovery August...Clarity of the decision on what I do for a living in my new domicile.

Niche September...Organize, research, set goals, plans, strategies, brainstorming and the likes.

Astral October...Expect Some Divine Intervention or stroke of luck. (...as I always have this happen to me...)

Birth(again)November...The beginning of new life...

Fairy Land December...And Jenny lives happily, ever after...

Sometimes we just have to live life and create something in the spirit of fun.