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Updated on January 23, 2012

Those NumbersThat Choke The Life Out Of You

I wonder what a blank page looks like ?

Is it like a blank mind where no ideas are found ?

Could it be a series of unanswered questions that occupy my thoughts ?

Asking each time with the millions of people out there how is it I have missed them all ?

I am so Lucky I guess ?

I love to read and ask questions to my earlier questions that I still have no answers to yet ?

I am not impatient or in a rush

I love life and everything I see and feel

I am always asking is it real ?

I feel my heart pound as I turn my computer on

I click away at the keys like I am a dying man and this is the last thing that I have the strength to do

When my hub page reveals itself as I wait

I often wonder as my writings are left up to fate

I am anxious and excited

I am overjoyed and estatic

I look to see something in the corner of my screen

Any number will do

Then I look closer and open my eyes wide

I blink once then again as if it could change anything

I see no comments and noone on the other end

I take a deep breath and felt the adrenaline rush

Now leave my head and slip away

I am not sad because I don't realize what is happening at this moment

I am still frozen like a raccoon in headlights

I still look straightforward not moving a muscle

Then as a few more seconds pass

I come out of a trance like state

I smile once more and laugh to myself

How nice it is to want

To look for something and not get

I am a bit tired anyway and I would have to answer each comment one by one

Now I can sleep and dream of twice as many comments tomorrow

It still hasn't occurred to me the number I seek is still less than one

Then I do some quick thinking and what if a little one was infront of the number I am thinking of

What if the number was doubled and then a one infront then

I would be grinning ear to ear

Then I would have to call in sick

I would have to answer each one of the comments immediately

But then when I was almost finished more comments would come

I would have to call in sick to work for the second day in a row

My boss would be mad but I would be too excited to care

Then as I flew through those comments more would appear

Now I would have to call in again

I would have no choice

This time my boss is'nt so nice

He would say something like I think you might want to work somewhere else

Well maybe by then I can say I have found just the place

And heres my notice and I am now working for myself

I am a writer who writes and I am very busy each day

If I am not writing I am answering comments all day or all night

But for now I Dream On

Because that is what I do best

I know a number is just a number

I also know there are so many numbers to choose from and it is only a matter of time

I will have picked many and they will give me a run for my money

So for all you hubbers who are like me

We just have to sit and wait until the numbers appear on our screen

I like to think I am at the deli and the line is long

My number hasn't been called

So I give you a smile and chat with others as we want and wait

Life is a series of numbers and who knows when we will be first

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    • DREAM ON profile imageAUTHOR

      DREAM ON 

      6 years ago

      Dim Flaxenwick You make me laugh when I am down.You make me think when I am clowning around.You make my nights exciting when they are dull.This comment is about you I know so well!!!

    • Dim Flaxenwick profile image

      Dim Flaxenwick 

      6 years ago from Great Britain

      Awesome, Dream On. You´ll always have 1 ´cos I comment on everything you write. Your amazing attitude to life, helps to keep me going.

      Love all your hubs. Don´t ever stop writing.

    • DREAM ON profile imageAUTHOR

      DREAM ON 

      6 years ago

      poetvix Now I play the waiting game.Learning what works and what doesn't.Each day having more fun than the day before.Sharing lifes struggles and greatest dreams.raciniwa We can all learn from each other.All we have to do is listen and be willing to share.A nice combination of give and take.I am more excited than ever.Deborah Brooks Each person has their own special qualities than stand out.I have never met two people exactly the same.That is alot of people and alot of things to learn.Thanx everyone for the warm welcome and may all your comments be as beautiful as the gigantic huge blue sky.May they help you when you are stuck like a draw that we can't open.Together having fun learning and making new friends that can only make our life more special.

    • Deborah Brooks profile image

      Deborah Brooks Langford 

      6 years ago from Brownsville,TX

      I know how you feel.. great Hub

      be blessed

      debbie

    • raciniwa profile image

      raciniwa 

      6 years ago from Naga City, Cebu

      i guess i am the first to comment with your No Comment...comments are wonderful for they help us improve ourselves...an honest comment is appreciated, it also means the other person cares...

    • poetvix profile image

      poetvix 

      6 years ago from Gone from Texas but still in the south. Surrounded by God's country.

      This is so easy to relate to! Wonderful write.

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