Not to Fade Away
You should step into my days and nights to see my crazy fight with life.
Imagine what I'm going through, but oh no; don't put the blame on you.
I wish that things were different now.
Not to start over, but make a difference somehow.
You live your life with worries I can never see.
I don't want you be you, but could you be me?
Just for a day... or two... or three...
Three, three, three
It's the magic number you see?
Once you get to three, you can hear the thunder.
Thunder of my heart pounding harder with every beat as I go under.
What was I thinking?
How could I do this to me?
I have to stay above the water and not sink to that destiny.
Once again I'm down on my knees.
I'm praying to the lord; HELP ME PLEASE!
All I can do is pray.
And hope that I don't just fade away.