Oh My Darling Forgive Me.
Where I Hail From
My thirty something in love, musician, model, poet and carpenter son called me up. He apparently had been talking to family members and the like. He did not like my report card. "Bug off Bugger" I retorted to his inquiries. "I am just fine boy"! "Dad I set the appointment with your Oncology Doc. And with Doc P and a check up with Doc A". “Son you have no right to push me like that.”
Dad you have been puking in the night. You have been a bit off your mark. You seem a bit stressed. I hear you do not eat like you should and wake up at four in the morning.
Your Oncology Doc P. seems a bit concerned and so does does your wife.
Aren't all those folks paid to prescribe drugs and pat my hand? Really? "Son worry about our great Redwoods and our rivers". "Stop F'ing around dad just because you worry."
“But fair enough boy, if your mom, your step mom and uncles and sisters all say do it I will. But woe be to a Dr. who says I suffer. Tomorrow your little brother and I are rock climbing. Today was soccer and you should see our roses. I guess some of those nurses are hot so it won't hurt much. If they hit me with another Cat Scan you owe me a dinner.
“Son cancer is just a realignment of cellular structure that should be dealt with easy and slow and understood. Not something to fight. I will do what you want. Though I do not want to. Your love lifts me up.”
LIfe Is Best When Given
Look Over There, There is Nothing To See Here
Love Is A Shell That Washes up On The Shore
Oh my darling forgive me.
I have lost my love of thee.
Not a single morsel left
To me your sound is deaf
I have tried too hard to stay
But our loves left me today
I prayed so hard for it to be
But lost our love for you to see
Yesterday’s flame has all burned out
Loss of love there is no doubt
I loved you before is true
But that loss has turned me blue
Put me in a casket fine
For I am dead to my thine
Weakened by my lost love
All is left is our God above
I just cannot do it anymore
There is no more amore
Spear me with hate that I deserve
No more love to I reserve
The past is dead and cannot give
I lost it but now to live
All the past has given me none
But today a new love has begun
You bore my child in the past
That love just does not last
Yahoo I say for this moment
No more do I lament
Today the love of our past
Has gone away finally at last
A new sun does do the rising
No measure to it’s mesmerizing
How could it be old love is dead
And new love replaces it instead
You smell alike to a newborn rose
Love your scent from head to toes
What if they saw me now
A love so dear there is no how
I love you now more than all the past
Goodbye to yesterday finally at last
Pain has washed up on distant shores
And all my heart is again only yours
Thank you my bride of so wonderful
And don’t forget I love you lustful
Let's Party Down
My Peoples Are Awesome. We Do Not Lose The Fight
So Cool To Push It Hard
This little home of ours rocks. Tomorrow will be another birth day for us. I hope you join us in celebrating all I know. We do love and life here. I feel sorry for the rich folks who do not. How sad to have money but not love. My boy and I have been focusing on the poor homeless. Perhaps tomorrow we should focus on those who suffer in wealth of man.
Please share with me advice.
I Live In The Shadow of Great Love
Be It And Feel It
Everything I hurt from is lost. I do not get to suffer. How does our spirit of love do that? I will not stop at all. I have got to find the answer to my happiness. If I find the vaccination for sad I would be so rich. Sure not seeing the whole rainbow today made me bummed out but my neighbor saw it and smiled just like the rainbow upside down. Shucks, just my girlfriend at 92 young years old. We raked up our joint yard yesterday and laughed about our two mutual cats. They only live outside but they love to eat our treats.
There is this great Idea that really is cool. You never tell a child not to cry. Well of course a little tough guy you tell to shake off the hurt from a soccer kick in the face. But that is pain not inside feeling. Feelings need to be loved. We must know sorrow in order to help others with it. We must embrace all the feelings.