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Oh My Darling Forgive Me.

Updated on February 4, 2019
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I like to come at things from a different angle. Usually if we take some words and apply them to ourselves we can then apply to the world.

Where I Hail From

It actually pumps the water and provides power.
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Troubled Times?

My thirty something in love, musician, model, poet and carpenter son called me up. He apparently had been talking to family members and the like. He did not like my report card. "Bug off Bugger" I retorted to his inquiries. "I am just fine boy"! "Dad I set the appointment with your Oncology Doc. And with Doc P and a check up with Doc A". “Son you have no right to push me like that.”

Dad you have been puking in the night. You have been a bit off your mark. You seem a bit stressed. I hear you do not eat like you should and wake up at four in the morning.

Your Oncology Doc P. seems a bit concerned and so does does your wife.

Aren't all those folks paid to prescribe drugs and pat my hand? Really? "Son worry about our great Redwoods and our rivers". "Stop F'ing around dad just because you worry."

“But fair enough boy, if your mom, your step mom and uncles and sisters all say do it I will. But woe be to a Dr. who says I suffer. Tomorrow your little brother and I are rock climbing. Today was soccer and you should see our roses. I guess some of those nurses are hot so it won't hurt much. If they hit me with another Cat Scan you owe me a dinner.

“Son cancer is just a realignment of cellular structure that should be dealt with easy and slow and understood. Not something to fight. I will do what you want. Though I do not want to. Your love lifts me up.”

LIfe Is Best When Given

Look Over There, There is Nothing To See Here

These men would catch me if I fail
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Love Is A Shell That Washes up On The Shore

Oh my darling forgive me.

I have lost my love of thee.

Not a single morsel left

To me your sound is deaf

I have tried too hard to stay

But our loves left me today

I prayed so hard for it to be

But lost our love for you to see

Yesterday’s flame has all burned out

Loss of love there is no doubt

I loved you before is true

But that loss has turned me blue

Put me in a casket fine

For I am dead to my thine

Weakened by my lost love

All is left is our God above

I just cannot do it anymore

There is no more amore

Spear me with hate that I deserve

No more love to I reserve

The past is dead and cannot give

I lost it but now to live

All the past has given me none

But today a new love has begun

You bore my child in the past

That love just does not last

Yahoo I say for this moment

No more do I lament

Today the love of our past

Has gone away finally at last

A new sun does do the rising

No measure to it’s mesmerizing

How could it be old love is dead

And new love replaces it instead

You smell alike to a newborn rose

Love your scent from head to toes

What if they saw me now

A love so dear there is no how

I love you now more than all the past

Goodbye to yesterday finally at last

Pain has washed up on distant shores

And all my heart is again only yours

Thank you my bride of so wonderful

And don’t forget I love you lustful

Let's Party Down

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My Peoples Are Awesome. We Do Not Lose The Fight

So Cool To Push It Hard

This little home of ours rocks. Tomorrow will be another birth day for us. I hope you join us in celebrating all I know. We do love and life here. I feel sorry for the rich folks who do not. How sad to have money but not love. My boy and I have been focusing on the poor homeless. Perhaps tomorrow we should focus on those who suffer in wealth of man.

Please share with me advice.

I Live In The Shadow of Great Love

Be It And Feel It

Everything I hurt from is lost. I do not get to suffer. How does our spirit of love do that? I will not stop at all. I have got to find the answer to my happiness. If I find the vaccination for sad I would be so rich. Sure not seeing the whole rainbow today made me bummed out but my neighbor saw it and smiled just like the rainbow upside down. Shucks, just my girlfriend at 92 young years old. We raked up our joint yard yesterday and laughed about our two mutual cats. They only live outside but they love to eat our treats.

There is this great Idea that really is cool. You never tell a child not to cry. Well of course a little tough guy you tell to shake off the hurt from a soccer kick in the face. But that is pain not inside feeling. Feelings need to be loved. We must know sorrow in order to help others with it. We must embrace all the feelings.

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    • Ericdierker profile imageAUTHOR

      Eric Dierker 

      13 months ago from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A.

      Bill in my home we do thoughts. Thoughts are expressed through words. We go with that though we stumble like any good person.

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      William Kovacic 

      13 months ago from Pleasant Gap, PA

      The stories are great, but I loved your poem. I wondered where it was leading, but loved the end. You fine-tuned the words beautifully with meaning, my friend!

    • Ericdierker profile imageAUTHOR

      Eric Dierker 

      13 months ago from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A.

      Sean, may the peace of love be upon you. My son just said that this is the best day ever. And we have not even gone to Emanuel's birthday party yet. Can life get better every day -? Yep, if we live in love. (Emanuel is a bit Mexican, Filipino and Italian and the group are major Jesus freaks -- the food is to die for)

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      Ioannis Arvanitis 

      13 months ago from Greece, Almyros

      You create beauty, my brother! I am so proud of you! You are a great teacher of Love to me! A big hug from Greece!

      Hope is Faith's first steps!

      Sean

    • Ericdierker profile imageAUTHOR

      Eric Dierker 

      13 months ago from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A.

      Tim, my poor wife suffers from that 40 something disease. Life is so serious. But have no fear Gabe and I make her giggle at least for ten minutes a day.

      This morning our group hug prayer was "Let us love more deeply". So I think my boy and I might have hugged to hard and deep hihihihi - she is tough.

    • Ericdierker profile imageAUTHOR

      Eric Dierker 

      13 months ago from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A.

      Hi Larry, so good to hear from you. I am still waiting on some good stuff about your youth. I hope Raleigh is faring well.

      Larry it is just a natural fact about the doctors. My dad was one and he made us line up (6 kids) once a month in our scivys for check ups. All my medical professionals are awesome. But a co-pay or new hiking boots?

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      Tim Truzy 

      13 months ago from U.S.A.

      Hi, Eric,

      Going to the doctor can be tough, Larry is right about that.

      Your poem made me reach out and embrace my wife because it is one of the most tender expressions of love I've read on this site in a long while. It's beautiful, my friend.

      You do have the eye of the tiger, and you have a whole pride praying with you.

      God bless your kind and gentle heart,

      Tim

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      Larry W Fish 

      13 months ago from Raleigh

      Interesting, Eric. I wonder why men hate so much to go to the Doctor. I know I do and several times I have put it off to long. That only makes matters worse. Love the poem, as usual you make me sit back and think about my life.

    • Ericdierker profile imageAUTHOR

      Eric Dierker 

      13 months ago from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A.

      Hi Devika I hope all is well with you. Thanks for leaving a comment.

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      Devika Primić 

      13 months ago from Dubrovnik, Croatia

      Hi Eric so true about being true about our feelings. A great message here and live by what we are. i like the photos.

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      Diksha Shakya 

      13 months ago from India

      I like the poem!

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