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A Perfect Diamond: Forged Under Pressure

Updated on January 19, 2013

Pressured to Shine

One rough coal lump I am

Refined in hard times untold

Changed by the winds of circumstance

So light shines through my soul.

Tears of pain endless

More love that's lost than gained

Withheld and dealt as punishment

As the blast crumbles me

Smaller pieces chipped away

You already paid the price for me

To be redeemed by tenderness

And ever desiring more.

Designed for such a destiny

Created by Divine will

Broken hearts once debris

Yet now yielded and still

I wait, sometimes impatiently

You gently pull the weeds

Till the soil faithfully

Straighten out my rocky lot.

In your time seed planted

Begins to bud, then bloom

I can hardly reason why

You even bother with me

No one else will do

In time a harvest will be found

In places once quite small

I see another form take shape

Like You, I want them all

To flourish and take upwardly

A finer life than this

To take my hands and pick me up

You are always there for me

Please give your call to wholeness

Nuture sweetly, as they heal

Rebuild, all of their shattered dreams

As now know only You can

Your humble servant now I bow

No treasures mine to bring

All in Your Master Plan

You taught my soul to sing

Created a diamond out of dust

Pressured, tried and new

And didn't take the flaws away

Used them all to reflect You.

Selah


If That's What It Takes

Reflecting Light

In my life, there have been too many situations in which I fail to see the master plan.

I have been gifted to orchestrate people and projects in my life. I have a tendency to get so caught up in where I am going that I want to keep the momentum. My Creator knows this, and carefully designs obstacles that are placed at the juncture of my self-sufficiency.

I was in Shane Company, a local diamond store recently. While wandering through the store, I began to think about all of this. When experts look at a diamond, they see every flaw. With an untrained eye and without a magnifying glass, you can't really see them. They still reflect light brilliantly as they are faceted to reflect light back from each angle, but the more perfect diamonds are the most valuable.

As I am chiseled into the brilliant diamond each of us may someday become, I am reminded that once I started out as a mere piece of coal. It is by the constant attention of the Master Designer that we begin to fully reflect the dimensions that were intended.

I don't like pressure, it causes me to squirm and resist and eventually buckle. I know my weaknesses, and sometimes give way to shame from my earlier days. I was trained that way. I accept it now, and am learning not to defend the reality of them when they arise. Through vulnerability, both I and those who walk with me whether near or far, find comfort.

I am learning also, to care less often about the wrong ways certain people evaluate me. My heart is full of love to the very core. It is their loss (and mine in a small way) if they choose another's manipulation and avoid me altogether through misrepresentation of my character and motives.

Primarily some cheat relationships that are beneficial in a world that is so needful of care. I accept their choice to travel a different road, but lament what could have been. Sorry for the difficulty folks, but I am not here to be a convenience or chattel for your monopoly game.

I believe that some are given tough roads for a reason. When coal is being mined, I imagine it isn't an easy work for anyone involved. Coal is blasted, picked at, tossed in troughs and wheeled away for refining. It is used for fuel, and reduced to ashes in the process.

I can relate to the process; I think I have an idea of what the Master is after. I imagine He places the facets of each diamond specifically, and He also knows the flaws, but chooses to continue mining us for our good and His purpose. I am not finished or expecting perfection, just waiting for more light to to be revealed!

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    • SimpleGiftsofLove profile imageAUTHOR

      SimpleGiftsofLove 

      6 years ago from Colorado

      Thank you Sky9106

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      Sky9106 

      6 years ago from A beautiful place on earth.

      Blessings and the very, same to you and yours.

      Blessings.

    • SimpleGiftsofLove profile imageAUTHOR

      SimpleGiftsofLove 

      6 years ago from Colorado

      Thank you Sky, for your feedback, and for causing me to realize that my draft on the side didn't post..We all need each other. Have a delightful Thanksgiving!

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      Sky9106 

      6 years ago from A beautiful place on earth.

      Very nice! Got a little pushed out in the middle but the end came again nicely.

      Thanks for sharing .

      Bless.

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