The fading shades of my pencil strokes
The shades of the pencil on my notebook are fading away.I wonder why?
The strokes I used to make are not perfect anymore
Maybe its the forgotten grip, cause all my fingers do today are type!
That pencil with a broken tip for which I took a week to re-sharpen is still lying there on my desk-unused, untouched.
My parents say that I have changed, they say that I used to be an artist, a guitarist.
But now all I'm is a person lying on the bed .......typing.
Maybe I have changed, which I don't want to accept but something is changed
Now,I don't feel any guilt when I see my blank "newly-bought" sketchbook but I used to, a while back,maybe I have
But, this is not who I am, though I appear to be
I'm still that artist, I'm still that guitarist,only with beard on his face and fingers more prone to glass screens and plastic buttons and not a pen and a notebook
So, I'm going to stop typing now and start writing, wish me luck.