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Poem - A dramatic pleading of the teenage girl

Updated on January 27, 2013

Next time just kill me

It would be so much easier

I wouldn't have to see the depression

I wouldn't have to see the pain

I wouldn't feel so deflated

Watching everything you caused - hurt

Wishing I could do something

But knowing I couldn't

I would have been at peace

I would still be strong

I would be how everyone had wanted me

I wouldn't be feeling so ostracized

My life would still hold meaning

Please note this is how I felt but I didn't give in I am still here to type this

Please don't live your life how somebody else wanted - If I lived my life like they wanted I honestly don't know how that would look or who I be today, I don't think I would be as approachable

Your life is precious no matter what is going on. Circumstances get very hard and we feel that we can't go on, but we can have our life back again.


Why did this happen

Why if it was God's will

Why use blackmail

Why use gossip

the hearsay of others

Why did everyone flip

Why did they turn one eighty

Why did they think they were doing God's will

Why didn't they see they were killing me

My life, my motivation

Why did they say it was cos they loved me?


To me it seems likes acts of hate!


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    • Davorunner profile image


      7 years ago from Australia

      It can be tough, I like how you felt this way and kept going, sometimes life makes you wonder 'why' and it can be hard to get past that mountain. Good to see you're still going!

    • Abbasangel profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Australia - The land down under

      Thanks ahorseback! I strive for peace and serenity these days my home is my place of serenity! :) Thanks! Yes the good times do mean more than the low times!

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      7 years ago

      The best part of life , to me , is to experience the worst of human nature uncontrollably , and then to move upward and onward to a place of total serenity and acceptance . The highs of life become so much more than the lows. Peace and serenity to you Abbasangel!!!

    • Abbasangel profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Australia - The land down under

      Thanks K. Burns... Yeah this is my younger self... Things have definetely improved since then! But I feel that people need to be able to connect and we usually connect to strong emotions!! :) Thanks so much for your kind words!!!

    • K. Burns Darling profile image

      Kristen Burns-Darling 

      7 years ago from Orange County, California

      Your writing reminds me of my younger self. Hang in there, I promise you, it will get better! Great read! I hope to read more hubs from you.


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