Poem: Not so love poems part two
I’d rather sleep then not feel the pain
the suffering of knowing I could have done better
I must have wanted to be left behind
from a love that treated me so poorly.
He said he loved me
I wanted to believe it so did he.
Our kisses were passionate - no one came near
as we grew apart.
Lost love so painful I forgot to swallow
feeling so left out - so ugly I became
I never even recognized myself. One day
she appeared with a smile
only briefly though so watch closely!
Lust is lost and holding on
for the wrong thing is our new fix
when do I get off this ride and find me.
He left me in the dark with no candles
the lights were never bright for me
I just never knew until now.
My heart was trash and thrashed on the grown,
hate grew strong in my mind and took over.
Lost a love, myself, and a friend I never did like.
Sleep would be nice one of these days
not to dream the haunting betrayal of love
who could adore again after a stab to the heart
once again slumber will be a friend to release the pain