Poem - Painless Pain
Why it always feels like I am so alone,
there are people around so I can't even sob,
I keep walking and walking without a way ahead,
and end up with an anxiety and throb.
Depressed eyes are keeping a hope inside,
and lose it with every drop of tears roll down,
insecurity and fear have imprisoned all my desires,
what I am holding with myself is just and just a gloom.
Feeling of agony and unloved,
inclined me to have all my expectations with a few of them,
so my behavior goes wild sometimes,
and later fills me with a sense of loss as I am left only with some.
Hardly can see that pain behind my smile,
hardly will try to look into my eyes,
hardly will go till the end with me,
hardly I can bear the pain of the burning deserted hearth.
Today I just felt to open up and keep my heart out,
as if I am not there to share my mind and cry out loud,
it's not that I am going to die neither I despise my life,
I just want to share my painless pain as you never know what tomorrow will strike.