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Broken Record

Updated on January 22, 2014

Before Accident

Broken Everything

Fighting Life

No matter what I say or do

It always comes out wrong

Just like a broken record

Over and over the same old song.

Nothing ever turns out right

However hard I may try

It’s one thing and then another

I want to just sit down and cry.

I thought I would be happy

With my family around

But something negative always happens

And keeps my spirits low to the ground.

No matter how much time I spend

Trying to make things right

Someone always knocks it down

And starts a big, huge fight.

Maybe I was wrong

For moving all this way

But now I can’t afford to leave

So I guess this is where I’ll stay.

I’m going to make some changes though

And start keeping everything inside

No one else will know my thoughts

Only in me--will they reside.

This is me now

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      kayla 

      8 years ago

      I hope you still dont feel that way but i love you mommy and plz.. dont feel that way

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      Nancy 

      8 years ago from California

      Thank you for all the wonderful comments. Don't worry, I'll not just put poems like this one on here. Have many many more and some are a lot more upbeat than this one. Just don't have my poetry notebook with me right now lolol.

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      thevoice 

      8 years ago from carthage ill

      touching great poem thanks

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      kkbunnylover 

      8 years ago

      your a wonderful poem wrighter (comment or FOLLOW ME

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      JerseyGirl 

      8 years ago from Jersey Shore

      Thanks for publishing, I did enjoy this hub. I do agree with alternate poet - changing to upbeat changes the mood. None-the-less, please keep on publishing :)

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      alternate poet 

      8 years ago

      You gotta find somewhere to let those thoughts out! poetry is the best place :) Like this poem, simple, plaintive and a little bit sad. Be interesting to see the upbeat poetry when the mood changes ah !

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