A thunderstorm. Poem about relationship

Suddenly, one day there is a tension that is almost touchable

Suddenly, the clothes feel a little small and for some reason there isn´t air enough to breath

Suddenly, it's like the room's ceiling is lower than normal

You know it's there and that it is getting closer

It feels like a thunderstorm is approaching

You don't know how severe it will be or if there will be an outbreak at all that day

Will it mean strong lightning?

Will it mean excessive rainfall?

You don't know

But you can feel it with all your senses and with every inch of your skin

You can feel it the moment you enter the room

It is like entering into an invisible wall

Two people in a room

Both trapped in their own thoughts

Thoughts based on personal experience and personal values

Fast eye movements to avoid eye contact

Both know, but for different reasons

Both try to act normal

Like two planets orbiting in universe, maintaining equilibrium in distance but are still affected by gravity from the other

No one want to disturb the equilibrium because of the consequences

No one want to take the first step but for totally different reasons

The tension is unbearable and you know it has to stop. In one way or the other

It is inevitable and there is no escape

Not this time

Maybe it is better with a heavy thunderstorm instead of this tension

You open every door and every window available, you take a deep breath and fill your lungs with air and let it all come

That is, if you are not afraid of thunderstorms!