Series of Goodbyes(6): How I'm Doing
I got a storm inside .. I got a storm inside..
"Stay away" yells a voice with a cry..
Suddenly everything is unclear and blurry because of the mist that could dry out an open eye
But her eyes are closed, she cannot see
even if the mist were to be set free
Although, the mist doesn't clear on its own
Something or rather- someone- has to move it back to its dark home
However there is no one but her, she is all alone ..
Living inside a phone..
All her thoughts can't escape the ships and pieces
That electrify her heart and only make it light up more as the light increases
However it is not the electricity inside the phone that releases,
It is the love she has inside for the king with his beautiful eyes colored brown.
But he doesn't see that, he blames it on the internet town ,
as if a king can be judged by a crown.
But her arms are still open ..
Don't mind waiting till that moment.
He asks her "how are you doing"
She cries absently like all of these poems do,
Tears of joy because she was wondering how he was doing at that exact same moment ..
And that he at least noticed..
Call it desperate , i don't care
My love has no shame
It is quiet the contrary to what you may call it, i have no fame
Inside his world but meeting him is still pride i take in.
So go ahead.
I swallow my pride and i will keep saying it till the very end.
This is "how i am" and how i will try to mend.