Should I Or Not I..How Could I.. ?
Should I keep my mouth shut
about how I got swept off
and beaten hollow in the end by a dime
who never loved me,
Only warmed my cold blankets,fitting her soft hips?
Should I stop an avalanche of feelings
spilling over the top
whenever I see her on the display
In her dress of lace
trying to catch losers..scammers
and what the tables gather.
Should I wear a mask of solid steel
to hide my cracks,my vulnerability
whenever her eyes unintentionally park on my sphere.
Should I close my eyes
and bury my head in soft clouds
Whenever her fragrance perfumes the air that I breath.
Should I or not I
Who am I to resist a dangling bait before my eyes ?
A holy saint ?
A humble servant down in knees on the meditation's mat?
An everlasting green tree in the Arabian desert?
Who am I ,then ?
A dot on the 'l'?
Or unknown soldier of the old times
in an known barren field
shield and head down
'What a disgrace!' ?.
My quivering bones are straining under the weigh
of the footsteps I made on ice-glittered path.
Boldly,oddly enough,each step resonates a harmony.
Should I or not I...
How could I defy my heart and say :I am no longer in love with you.
inequities got weary
But my heart always stays the same.
Loyal,in captivity of the first beat skip .